nv frown,cos u nv know who's in love with ur smile

2009-01-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

let it be.

2008-08-24T01:56:00.002+08:00

oh ya cos people whole day confuse taiwan and china toegther, so i'll just make some explanations here. it's in chinese so...if you're bothered.

關於我的國家的稱號:
我接受[台灣]
接受[中華民國]
接受符合奧運規章使用名稱--[中華台北]
等稱呼
但使用[中国]、[中国台灣]、[中国台北]等的稱呼是完全不正確的

原因---
台灣目前不管你們認為是不是個國家，就[現狀]而言，這裡是一塊主權獨立的土地，國號為中華民國。
然而現今國際社會所稱[中国]，同等於代表[中華人民共和國]，而中華人民共和國立國以來從未在台灣這塊土地施行過其主權，因而不能代表台灣。
如同西藏問題，雖然西藏人民不滿意，但就[現狀]而言，西藏依舊為中華人民共和國領土，由中國共產黨在該地區實施其國家主權，無庸置疑，因而中華人民共和國能夠理所當然表達其為"內政問題"。
若將[現狀]以相同標準平等視之，若要否定台灣主權獨立之現狀，同等於否定中共在西藏之主權現狀。

因此
假如你一定要使用一個(中)字、一個(國)字
我想大多數台灣人民應該能夠接受[中華民國]
至於要稱台灣這塊土地為中国(=中華人民共和國)，麻煩請等到兩岸真正統一，中國共產黨開始在台灣施行其主權之後再說。不需在此時製造多餘的紛爭。

台灣萬歲!

2008-08-22T00:25:00.002+08:00

actually. i think i think i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging.

it's 3 days to prelims, and i'm totally unprepared. there's still a long way to go. mom said, as long as i'm determined, i can achieve anything i want. and i believe that. i'm not working towards prelims, i'm working towards As. that's what i've been telling myself .

alright. some updates about my life. i've had the koss portapros and PMX 100, which i both enjoyed. unfortunately both of them are spoiled and are being repaired now. so i bought my first proper heapdhone, the Alessandro MS-1s. they're awesome. it delivers such a lively sound signature with clear mids, punchy solid bass and highs that are a bit too sharp for me but still bearable! i can't say i'm an audiophile, cos i'm not up to the standard yet. i'm just enjoying my music and enjoying my great can. if any of you share the same interest, do tell me so that we can discuss more on headphones/earphones! omg i sound like some nerdy tech-savvy geek who has no life. well quite true about the no life part as my daily routine has been only sleeping and studying recently. lately, i've been mesmerized by this Japanese beauty, Yumi Sugimoto. she's almost perfect and she shares quite a lot of similarities with my favourite actress,masami nagasawa(see previous post). she's charming isn't she. for more pictures see here!

that last trace of innocence.

2008-06-13T20:29:00.005+08:00

have you ever wanted to love fall in love so much after watching a movie, hearing a song, or meeting a person?a love story that impressed you, whether it has a happy ending or end up in vain.a song with lyrics and melody that sounds just like you and her.a person, who makes your heart skip a beat with a look, makes your day with a smile and touches your heart like noone else.

there's more than meets the eye.

2008-04-07T21:49:00.001+08:00

Someone

Why does the world deceive

Why do I make believe

Took my heel & made Achilles out of me

Still I would wanna be

Someone who'd answer to me

Someone who sees like a child

Gives like a saint　Feels like an angel

Never mind the broken wings and

Speaks like a picture　

Cries like the rain　

Shines like the star

As long as the fire remains

2008-02-07T12:01:00.000+08:00

wow i haven't blogged for 3 months.

this post isn't gonna be the revival of my blog beause i doubt that i'll blog that
often in the future either.

anyway, 大家新年快樂!

i have 3 million photos to post and it's gonna be another photo album post if i do so, so i shld juz post a few significant ones.

first, orientation 1, 2008!

that was, definitely an awesome orientation. for me, i had lotsa fun with the J2 facils but not so much with the J1s. Reason being i'm in the organizing committee, so most of the time i was preparing games rather than being with my ig/class. and my partner anne did a good job compensating my absence. and my house, VOILA, was DA SEX. seriously. everyone's crazy mad insane siao siao. all of us laughed so much so that we all developed like 8 packs.

and our house captain yong chao is fantastic. loved his pet phrases like "win already" and "i like your style". hahahaha.
VOILA HOUSE IS DA BEST. check out our banner pls. we spent 2 whole days painting it. i think it's the biggest and best banner ever made in cj. in the end, we got the most creative award with our banner and the FULL V'S COSTUME on yongchao. if not because of some technical errors in the final performance, we would have won the best house lah plssss.
facils outing at sentosa!
about 30+/80 facils went for a long-waited outing at sentosa. and we had lotsa fun there too. imgaine 30+ ppl, who're all experts at playing games and heightening up the atmosphere, gathering together. hahaha

my fellow 20 year olds! EUNICE NOT INCLUDED. YOU YOUNG PUNK.

yupp that's about it. before we can even take a breath, O2's around the corner. but this time round it's gonna be the other half of the council who's organizing it. good luck to you guys(say byebye to CA1). and the student council's super busy now. besides O2, we still got ROCKAFELLA, valentine's day, student discussion forum and strategic games week.

for me, i'm proposing on a change of school uniform. my initial idea was to have a complete makeover, a change of the whole uniform. but most of the teachers think that it's too adventurous to try it. anyhow, i'll still give it a try. after all i think it'll be the most visible change that the student can see. and it's going to be how students feel about the school, sense of belonging to the school and school pride, which i think, cj is lack of.

i shld end the post with this picture, taken on graduation night. me, moses the previous president of student council and daryl my gay partner hahahaha.

and i really, really miss sajc. how ironic this is, after a whole post full of pro-cj contents.

2007-11-28T17:31:00.001+08:00

holidays have been hmm. rather wasted. i spend my whole day in front of the computer doing nth. i'm so lazy. i don even wanna think about anything. i think my brain cells are dying. i'm a procrastinator. i'm fucking lazy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my life is wasting away. i guess spamming the post with pictures will be a better option than blogging crap.lynn's baby. cedrick. isn't him adorable.

loyal to cj huh

hua lun. lol.

tiong and cyn. that's the way they were.
shaun with my bag.

oh yeah, i got my first job experience at a good deal. i working for 8 hours for a hundred bucks. not bad huh. we worked at some Brazilian's ambassador's birthday party. good deal. and why i look so short here ah.

anyway, i'll be going to taiwan from 1st to 21st december. and i'm starting to take orders of what y'all want from taiwan. haha. so juz tell me if u wan anything from there.

i think. the only person who can save me, is myself.

2007-11-12T22:02:00.001+08:00

zoo outing with jiemeis!!! i was like super reluctant to go thought. cos we only had 2 hours left to tour around, i wasn't interested in going to the zoo at all, the entrance ticket is damn ex($16.50). but well , it turned out to be quite fun!

let's start off this post will some pig's ballz! LOLOL.
camille you adpoted one ah.
some failed attempt to bite SAMUEL THIO.
jiemeis on a jeep!
Arthur:" i tell you ah...your breath stinks..."
Arthur:" go freaking brush your teeth!!!!"Arthur:" damn smelly ah i help you cover your nose."
check out my united jersey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah i know, the long sleeves one wasn't that nice so i went queensway and bought the short sleeves one and printed ROONEY!

went out with jillian to play pool the other day. and we were camwhoring like noone's business hahahaha.

wahahahaha i'm so ah bengggggggggggggg

random photos in sch.
oh this one was taken at my hse. on our way to play soccer.
shaun's birthday shades!with my emo spects. geeks get the gals huh.
random. thought that i looked quite tall lol.
AND THERE IS ACTUALLY A SHOP CALLED MAD COW. LOLOLOL. i found it at amk area.

tml's 1T18 class outing! will come back with more photos.

2007-11-07T12:15:00.000+08:00

Oasis(綠洲)

作詞：D.A.I　作曲：D.A.I　編曲：D.A.I/Seiji Kameda　女聲：伴都美子

重疊的　聲音和手指　還有滿溢的夢想
現在　就讓我靜靜凝視
這個剎那

每每擦肩而過　便仰望天空
昨日飛舞而下的雪花　都堆積成眼前的思念
蒐集的記憶裏　什麼都不曾映照
只好就讓心中的話語　乘風而去

如果聲音不曾停歇　也不曾消失
至少現在就讓我　繼續這樣悲傷
啊　再無受傷的勇氣

口唇想傳達　比光速還快
閃耀的語言　現在
正張開翅膀

即使追逐逞強　依舊一無所有
轉載來自
只有溫暖的記憶　融化這個冬天

總是搖搖晃晃不停止
至少現在就讓我　繼續這樣悲傷
啊　再無受傷的勇氣

重疊的　聲音和手指　還有滿溢的夢想
現在　就讓我靜靜凝視
這個剎那

即使是天寒地凍的世界　也絕對會有
炫目的光芒　映照我倆

澄澈的心包圍著我
渲染鮮艷的色澤
我將重生

2007-11-01T12:56:00.000+08:00

hi blog. haven't been here in such a long time.

things have been tough. last minute studies, sleeping 2 hours before the maths paper, staying up late for pw, overwhelmed by the amount of workload. but

but it's all over. and i managed to pull through. although my results aren't very fantastic, i'm satisfied, cos i managed to promote. that was close, really close. and i will keep my promise, i promise.

but works seem to be never ending. next will be grad night, then the biggest project for council, orientation. i'm both excited and scared. excited because i'm gonna be a facil, be like those who gave me the very motivation to want to be a councillor. those sajc facils, they were really fantastic. i hope i can be as good as them and impress the J1s!.

and next, it'll be THE ADVANCED LEVEL EXAMINATION. wow. doesn't that sound scary? in taiwan, it's not uncommon to see ppl staying back for years to retake the entrance exam to university. but so far i don't see such a trend in singapore...hmmm maybe it's the culture. elitism, singapore system doesn't accept losers. anyway, next year, yeah it's really the last round of the run. mind over body!

oh ya, i boughy my first MANCHESTER UNITED jersey. it's the sexxxxxxxxxxx. it's actually a birthday present from jiemeis. so thanks wg, yy, tanie and lulu!!! i shall post pictures of it on my next post.

oh ya guys, my blog is gonna have a new look soon!!! aren't u excited. lol. i have been using this layout for 1 year+ alrdy if i'm wrong. time for a change!

ok guys, enjoy your holidays. i'll blog more, i guess.

2007-09-30T00:10:00.001+08:00

You Are 2: The Helper

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

At Your Best: You are deeply giving, altruistic, and humble. You devote your life to others while caring for yourself too.

At Your Worst: You are manipulative and enjoy making other people guilty.

Your Fixation: Rejection

Your Primary Fear: Being unworthy of love

Your Primary Desire: To be loved unconditionally

Other Number 2's: Mother Teresa, John Travolta, Princess Diana, Dr. Phil, and Mr. Rogers.

What Number Are You?

2007-09-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

最美的殘酷─華麗一族

人類是很渺小的
為了展現自己的強悍努力挺直背脊卻反而受傷
自己還讓傷口越裂越大
人類就是這麼愚蠢又脆弱的生物
也許正因如此，人類才會做夢
要實現夢想，一定會遭遇困難
有時夢想反而會折磨人類
不過，我還是深信之所以能夠開拓光明未來
憑藉的是對夢想灌注熱情的人類的力量
不過，當人類忘記志向的時候榮耀也將迅速凋零

（可是為什麼，我不去看明天的太陽呢？）

---萬俵鐵平,華麗一族

2007-09-10T19:00:00.001+08:00

heh, some asked about the ending to my "confiscated ball" story. so, i didn't get it back. and i'm not expecting him to give me back the ball either. and whoever wants to keep it can keep it, if he doesn't have enough balls. i've alrdy bought 3 others(LOL).

i'm rushing off for tuition now, sooo won't write much alrdy. MANU IS GONNA OWN TONIGHT COS RONALD (and maybe rooney) IS BACK!

we've got vampires and gays in council, who wanna join us?piong, with stupid yinting at de back.and half of daryl.

me and my gay partner, if you can tell who he is, TOO BAD. and isn't his ass nice? *squeeze squeeze*max's pingpong eyes.
lol max looks damn cute here.

and some of us, after seeing elton's HOLY photo( pls refer to previous post), decided that we can be juz as, if not more holy than him.

and there it is, the best one of the day. taken by me. wahahaha

some retarded photos taken while studying with bairong and cynthia.

woohoo. went out with my primary sch frens last week. amazing, isn't it? that we are still so close after like....5 years? we still meet up regularly, although the number of us seems to be decreasing each year...yeah so we studied for one whole day, then went to walk walk at amk hub at night. even though i alrdy know them for 6 years, i only have about 5 photos of us together? and i even lost our P6 class photo! so this 2 photos add up to my collection, more to come! and i shld ask cheerin to join us in de next outing!

juz some random cute baby we saw while studying at AH KUN toasts.

AND,
if not you'll turn gay, juz like me.

here's the theme song to Takuya Kimura's latest show, 華麗一族. the show it damn nice. so nice so that i can't bare to watch the final episode. it's quite an old song though, by The Eagles, but this version is by westlife.

Desperado

Lyrics:Don Henley/Glen Frey Music:Don Henley/Glen Frey

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin'　fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one,
but I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin' you
can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy!
She'll beat you, if she's able.
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me some fine things
have been laid upon your table,
but you only want the ones that you can't get.

Desperado, ah, you ain't gettin' no younger.
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
Freedom, oh, freedom. That's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the wintertime?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine.
It's hard to tell the nighttime from the day.
You're losin'　all your highs and lows.
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin' , but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you (2x)
before it's too late.

great works are performed not by strength, but by perseverence.

2007-08-28T21:08:00.001+08:00

heyyyyyyyyooo! i'm back! finally got a night that is free of homework and council stuff. it might seem like a relief to me, but it's actually the opposite. the reason why i don't have anymore council work(for now) is because....the program that i was planning(for like a month) was TOTALLY SCRAPED OFF JUST 3 DAYS BEFORE THE ACTUAL CONCERT. How great is that. this was supposed to be a video which plays a harmless prank on the teachers with the aim of bringing out the good virtues of the teachers. smth like a positive version of punk'd. anddd i've been planning the whole script, editing over and over again in order to suit both the theme and whole purpose of teachers' day concert. i've got them almost all ready, script almost perfect, got the ppl i need, got the equipments i need. the teachers were fine with this program too. but somehow, just today, one of my teachers told me that they decided to REMOVE THE WHOLE PROGRAM after some discussion with Mr Tan(the HOD for student development). so...all our time and effort are totally wasted. moreover it's not only us, but also my frens and others who have agreed to spend the time to help us with it. sorry to audrey,xi suan and clarsse for this(although i doubt that y'all can see this lah) anyway thanks for your efforts. and piong who has been working with me all along.

this was supposed to be one of the core event of the concert lah....but now....the concert is gonna lose so much fun. hai. but i guess, that's juz the way council is. juz hope that the whole concert will still turn out to be one successful one.

after this friday must start my mugging program alrdy.

ok nth much left to say. glory glory manu? yes.

random photos.

my cute family. hohoho. speaking of this, my bro got 2 gfs within 1 month....he juz started attending sch like...july? and now i found so many lovely-dovey messages in his phone, somemore from 2 different gals....i'm so gonna confiscate his phone.
sleepy shaun(ahhhhh don whack me)
spastic shaun.shaun dno doing wad in the com lab. and my yeong looks damn fat here.... lawl
elton the one who has been ENLIGHTENED.

Dance Inside

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
Lips for biting
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
Eyes for striking
Now im twisting up when I'm twisted with you
Brush so lightly
And time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
Squeeze so tightly
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

[Chorus]
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

She sinks in her mind as she sheds through her skin
Touch like taste like fire
Hands to know what I no longer defend
Hands to fuel desire
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake

2007-08-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

i'm fucking pissed.

anyway this is gonna be a totally meaningless post cos i'm juz venting my anger here. so pls to go somewhere like http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/bells.htm if you wan smth more cheerful.

it all started on monday. i bought this aerodynamic ball for daryl for his birthday present and i decided to borrow it to try if it's fun. so me and my frens we throwing at around at the quadrangle. we kept playing till some of them are upstairs and we're like throwing it up and down the building. it was damn fun cos the ball can fly damn far if you throw it the correct way, and it'll spin like siao.

then then when i was juz making my final throw, i threw it so hard so that the ball actually flew OVER the roof and went to the other side of the block. and unfortunately, an unknown teacher picked it up before i could go get it. and he says that i shld go get de ball back from Mr Michael Tan(the discipline master) later. so i was like ok. but then after 2 days and going to see Mr Tan for 3 times, he said that he still hasn't received the ball from that teacher. so i decided to look for him directly.

yup so i saw him in the canteen today and i went up to him and said: (these are the exact words we said)
Arthur: Good afternoon are you Mr fcuk?
Mr fcuk: yeah why?
Arthur: oh i think you confiscated one of my class ball the other day right?
Mr fcuk: yeah so?
Arthur: hmm i'm wondering if i can get it back from you directly if possible.
Mr fcuk: no, do you know what's your mistake?
Arthur: yeah. i'm sorry that we played the ball at the quadrangle that day, we disturbed other classes which were having lessons.
Mr fcuk: yeah good. ok.
Arthur:(after 10 seconds) uh....then can i have the ball back?
Mr fcuk: NO? how many times you want me to repeat myself?!!
Arthur:(!@#$%^&* you didn't give me an anser lah wth) oh ok then...sorry to disturb you.(turns around and about to walk away)
Mr fcuk: wait. (looks at my council badge). Arthur Tan. ok. i have noted your name.
Arthur:(@#$%^&)

yeah so. i guess you guys know how i felt. i mean i know i'm wrong, and it's fine if u don wanna give me the ball back. but then do you have to be so freaking rude and freaking suan? moreover he doesn't even have the right to confiscate the ball. it's like my property. unless he give it to Mr Tan or smth. zzz. juz, damn, unreasonable and loser. i should save my vulgarities so that i won't have karma like someone.

ok goodnight all. sorry for all the rubbish but i juz have to vent it!

teachers are supposed to teach, not bitch.

2007-08-05T21:54:00.001+08:00

heh. weekend is ending in less than 2 hours' time. had some good rest and catching up with HWs. now that i can say council's really in full swing, cos we're meeting 5 times a week. Mr Leong's right, it IS really difficult to manage both studies and council at the same time. time management's really important, especially when you go home at 8 pm everyday, dead beat, still hasn't eaten, and you've got piles of work waiting for you. my eye bags are so enormous that my frens thought that someone punched me on my eye. i sleep less than 6 hours everyday. ( this number has been decreasing from 8 in primary sch, to 7 in secondary, till now.) i think this is mad, even my tutor said that i look stressed@.@

we're still in the preparation for our teachers' day concert proposal. now we're at the 4th draft, which means out proposals have been rejected 4 times alrdy. sometimes i do think that the teachers might be too meticulous or too sensitive, thinking too much basically. and and, sometimes we have to change our proposal not because of smth's wrong, but due to some difference in the teachers' perspectives. well well, since this is our first proposal, and joy's not here for the moment, i should give my all to make sure that it will be well done!

anyway, all of a sudden, i realise that i actually LIKE going to sch. unlike starting of jae when i hated going to sch everyday. hmmm i think this must be because i've got lotsa motivations in sch!

so sorry the sequence of the photos are kinda screwed, but smth's wrong, i can't seem to do anything to it. and i don really have time to type down the captions for each of the photos. so juz see see look look lah k!

super siyan(is this how you spell it?)

yes. stressed.
sebas and xiao wei the couple!!
gals being gals.

and you, you're my motivation.

2007-07-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

okok finally this is gonna be a complete post!!

lemme do a check list first. today i'm supposed to blog about:

council election day+installation
jie meis' photos
class photos (of which the leading actor will be sebastian!)
lotsa random photos.

let's see, the last time i had a serious post was, hmm 23rd june? so that means i haven't really blogged for 35 days, wow. all dota's fault.....cos nowadays i don have much time to come online, and whenever i come online, i play dota instead of blog. *smacks myself* anyhow, get ready for tuns of photos!

i shld talk about my current life first. if you're bored then can juz skip the next 2 paragraphs. anyway, my mom and brother's in singapore again, this time for some serious work. my mom has decided to send my bro here to study too! and so they'll be staying here permanently( i mean if everything goes right) for now, my mom, bro and me are squeezing in my ultra small room. it's so crammed that we can't even walk in the room if we put the portable bed down. my bro and i are sharing one table, which makes studying quite difficult. hopefully everything will be better when we get a new (rented) house. and yup, my bro has taken an entrance exam from MOE and is currently studying in bukit merah secondary sch sec1. but he's so unmotivated, hasn't set the right mindset and attitude for really serious mugging. hopefully he would settle down fast and get to work.

here are photos from the council ex-co election day.

see a familiar jacket? (lol even a blind person can see that)

was in some serious discussions

spot me if you can!

nice pic taken.

lol salim

click for larger pictures!

group photo1 ~~

group photo2~~

fun photo!

wei wen the karaoke king, KC, liselle and me

us with rhezya and ngee derk and Matthias

then it was our 33rd student council investiture!

receiving the blessed golden badge from the arch bishop

serious photo with diana(with big nostrils)

trying to look good.

ok here's one without spectacles, upon request from dianaaaa

omg i can't rmb her name AGAIN. so sorry....

sneak attack!

KC guan wen, weiqi and me with my usual retarded look.

007s vs white chicks

disgustingly cute(which is NO cute)

wad's this, finger spasm right.

nerissa and me(with big nostrils AGAIN. do i really have big nostrils? lolol)

the coolios who are hot. LOL

with brother paul seh.

Elizabeth n nerissa and the king!

my fellow 1T18ers! our class has got the most number of ppl who came down to support lah! you guys rock!

wayne teo and xuan de who came down from VJ!! thank dudes!

a bit THANK YOU for those who came and support me! this includes diana, wayne, xuan de, ah goong, suwi, suwi's frens, all the 1T18 ppl, and all the ppl who came down to support me! i really appreciate it!

oh this was taken when i was buying my first pair of court shoes. both very nice huh? then my mom helped me to make the intelligent decision, the one on the left. and indeed her taste is right, more than 3 ppl said that the shoes were nice WAHAHAHA.

jiemeis' outing! we met up the other day to k, but then it was really one of the worst kboxing experience i ever had. the room was damn small(there were like 5 of us packed in a supposedly 2-person room), the mics were all spoiled, the tv screen was green coloured, and it was damn ex somemore. zzz. next time shld juz stick to the kbox in cine or marina square.

us in jacks place! (on a random note, i realised that i like to pose for photos with my food...)

emo session.

now it's the crazy 1T18

shaun posing on de bus after rapture

with his boy band white coloured jeans.

lol we found this sign board by a street side. dno who managed to squeeze it into his bag and brought to sch. damn cool.

i love this photo lol. de sign looks like it's photoshoped there right?
uh..

this is a classic photo!! sebas posing in HIP HOP style. omg lah. check out his shirt, baggy and big. check out his COOL expression. check out his hand signs! SEBAS HIP HOP SEH.

shaun trying to do a hi-five with sebas

chemistry pract is a good time to catch some sleep.

wow. chao unglam dao bao.

LOLOLOL JON with yusof yishak.

cam whores.

nerissa and me on racial harmony's day!

hmm i juz found another blessing in disguise. that's is, surprisingly, SEBASTIAN YUP. although ppl would usually call us unfortunate to have him in class, i thought that it's actually rather fun to have him. besides his sicko languages and behaviour, he actually adds A LOT of laughter to our class. he's one who nv fails to make us laugh like siao, even though he definitely didn't intend to do so. so without him, our class would have lost lotsa fun.

here comes our(ok maybe only me) favourite random photos time again!

now no more alrdy....

wow didn't know that there's such a brand. shaun claims that it's founded by his grandfather ot smth like that...

watched harry potter with mer and kyle, awesome! (uh i'm referring more of the outing rather than the movie).

saba fish^^^^^^one of the few fish i like to eat.

ok that's all for today, i spent like 3 hours on this post. hope you enjoyed it. tag and leave a note pls!! and everyone, start mugging! our promos are in less than 2 months' time!

goodnight singapore.

maybe it's you?

2007-07-19T20:56:00.001+08:00

busy man. since my mid year's a total screw up, i am consistently mugging now. and i've got tonnes of other commitments: project work, council, my brother's issues, DOTA(lol). hopefully i'll have time to blog on sunday. i'm going to check out some new earphones with cake on friday night, and i've got SAJC's dance performance on saturday night. oh ya talking about my earphone, it's spoiled by some RGS gal. I was on the bus another day, listening to music as usual. Then this gal’s bag somehow hooked onto my earphone, and she dragged my whole ear phone off my ears(without realizing it) when she was alighting the bus. At that moment I thought the whole earphone would have been screwed, but fortunately, it’s only the connecting wire. Although the earphones still could be used, but it’s damn short now without the extension, and I have to put my ipod in my front pocket which is totally ugly (david carsidi LOL) soo now I’ll probably go to sony centre and see if they’ve got any replacement for the extension.

kay still got eom+wr+econs presentation+chem energetics tutorial+phy gravitation tutorial+maths matrices tutorial to do. YAY doesn't sch rock?

me, kyle, mer. the three who's known each other for like 3 million years (ok lah i know kyle for 6 years and mer probably 4) but nv went out together until last friday. it was awesome.

nostalgia.

2007-07-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

so sorry ppl. i totally have no time to blog. like i always said, so many thing to do, so little time. especially when i don't use my time efficiently. i've had a long day so i'll juz blog a little, and leave the rest to the next post(which i promise will come soon, and will be long long and full of pictures! haha)

so here's a preview.

jiemeis outing! damn why did i close my eyes (2). haha! freaking spastic here.

and photos from LTC.

i'm darn tired. and it's gonna be a really long day tml. but i'm going out with 2 (old?) friends which i haven't met for soooooooooooooooo long. that shld be my motivation for the whole day of tml.

lost.

2007-06-23T13:50:00.000+08:00

daily whines.

i was on my way home yesterday night, and smth ridiculous happened. a lady boarded the bus, there were seats, but she chose to stand juz beside the exit door. and then, the bus took a sudden and sharp break, and the lady FELL BACKWARDS. fortunately she grabbed one of the handles and SWANG HALF A ROUND AROUND THE METAL BAR. which was mad cos it looked like she was falling off the bus. her friend went to help her up, and then she SHOUTED damn loudly: " i don't want! i'm hurt alrdy!!" then she went to the bus driver and argued with him regarding the incident juz now. and wad happened to us, we waited for 15 mintues in the bus, not making any advance nor getting any kind of apology. so the whole bus was damn pissed cos EVERYONE had to wait for this lady right. someone her hand not say exploded or smth, at the most twisted right. and she demanded the bus captain to call AN AMBULANCE. LOL. isn't that ridiculous? in the end everyone juz left the bus, and everyone stared at the lady before getting off. hahahaha. sinagporeans ah....pls be more considerate!

oh here are a few photos from mayday concert. our seat was like in the very first role. although we were at almost the extreme side, the effect was still very good cos the band members keep on walking to the stage JUZ IN FRONT OF US. it was like 5 meters away only. so i could see stone and masa playing guitar in front of me, and of course, shin singing. oh ya oh ya, there was once when he was singing, and i shouted "mayday!!" damn loudly, and he smiled at me! (lol i sound like some crazy little gal) but yeah it was damn cool. he even went down to the first role and shake hands with us! so i think the 130 buck was definitely worth it. ^^! sorry about the photos, taken from my lousy camera phone. and ya talking about this, i don't understand why gals like to "keep on taking photos of them" instead of juz enjoying that very moment of the performance. cos, among all de photos tania took, most of them are either damn blurred or i can't see a shit! so why not juz go online and download photos taken from professionals instead of wasting the time. hmm......y'all understand wad i'm saying?...haha

oh ya, i saw this DAMN NICE sleeveless jacket on a magazine, it is from a European brand called all saints. so i went online to check it out. yahoo auction doesn't have it, ebay also no. so i went on to its official website. and i was dumbfounded+thunderstruck+awestruck+astonished+(ok shock) that it's super ex!!!!! it costs like...80 pounds which is like, 240 bucks? mad cow. ok i think i can juz dream about it...oh ya, i like this brand, lotsa niec clothes.
click here to see

ok time for random photos again!

was using some chinese facial medcine made from my uncle.

ok spasm.

haha gatsby moving rubber!!! saw the advertisement so went to buy it and see if it suits me. and i like the song! "I~~~can give you gatsby~~~gatsby~~~"

mugmugmugmugmugmugmug which is NO mug!
good luck everyone for mid years!

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

2007-06-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

summer days.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
腐海底下-宮崎駿
lol this is like the sound track of a anime? and this song is like my fav instrumental song.
hmm so how i'm feeling today? ya quite like the song. calm, a little dull probably.

Will you get far in life?
第一個清晨-王力宏
hmm....a bit no link here leh.

What is your best friend's theme song?
try again-Keane
ok not accurate.

What is the story of your life?
學不會-吳克群
hmm, yeah. i'm really persistent on certain things. like i fail to ask myself to study harder, my soccer skills nv improve, badminton skills also nv improve. can't learn for nuts.

What was primary school like?
魔幻季節-梁詠琪
wow magical season! yeah my primary sch rocks. everyone's so united.

How can you get ahead in life?
visions of europe-strotovarius
wow does this mean i should go europe study?

What is the best thing about your friends?
The Fight Song-Marilyn Manson
they fight together with me! FIGHTING!

What is in store for this weekend?
害怕-林俊傑
lol ya i'm scared that i'll fail my mid years badly!

What song describes you?
瓦解-周杰倫
disintergrate? lol.

How is your life going?
燈-方皓玟
ya i need a light to guide my life recently. living quite aimlessly.

What song will they play at your funeral?
當-動力火車
nice i love this song. if they play this at my funeral a lot of ppl are going to cry badly

How does the world see you?
keep holding on-Avril Lavigne
hmm i'm holding on to the world? or the world is holding on to me? i think it's a mutual thing yeah?

Will you have a happy life?
Three Nil- Slipknot
ok i guess not very happy? cos i'm be a emo kid with teenage angst(which is no teenage)

What do your friends really think of you?
Miracle-Mariah Carey
yes i must be a miracle to them!

Do people secretly lust after you?
人質-張惠妹
yes they're all my hostages! hahahahah i'm the KING!

How can I make myself happy?
聽袁惟仁彈吉他-S.H.E
LOLOL. the answer answers the question directly. but a bit hard to get him ah.

What should you do with your life?
他來聽我的演唱會-張學友
uh. bring my gf(if i have one...) to concerts more often? =.="

Will you ever have children?
I`ll Be There For You-Bon Jovi
yes i will! cos i'll definitely be there for them!

haha this is a quiz for bored ppl lah. most of the questions aren't very accurate.
yupp so tml going library to mugg. hope that i'll be efficient!

FIGHTING GUYS!!

i don't miss you.

2007-06-10T13:04:00.001+08:00

i'm back from camp!

*current state now= running nose+ hungry!* and some howit's damn sunny at noon now, but the breeze is damn cooling!

although the camp was tiring, i definitely learn much from it, especially with regards to leadership. so now i can say that i'm a better leader! on a random note, i knew like at least 5 persons who were sick after the camp, inculding me. i've had too much to say about the camp, but to cut it short and sweet, i'll juz mention the most memorable experiences.

--on the third day, all the 12 groups were punished as the teachers all had a general feeling that we were too slack and were not treating the camp seriously. it was supposed to be a leadership training camp, not some holiday camp. so each of the groups were punished in various ways. for mine, we juz had to clear up our rooms and change into full uniform for checks. however, many of us did not meet the mark cos some of us didn't have the first button buttoned. yupp and we were punished to do a 100 push ups for that. yupp so we did like 10 of them, and mark vincent our dear rugby captain suddenly shouted: " C'MON CJC! let's do this as a sch!" (or smth like that i can't really rmb the exact words) then he and ian and a few others started doing the push-ups with us. and then one by one, all 100+ of the councillor, HTCs and captains form the various CCAS all down down in push up positions. it like like siao, impressive and damn touching. can you imagine like 100+ ppl doing push ups together? and yupp so we managed to complete 100+10=110 push ups altogether. the impt thing is that the rest didn't have to do push ups but they did with us, cos we're cjcians who suffer together! and mark v really brought the CJ spirit outta us. thanks mark again!

--for my group, Captain Planet, out theme song was "stand by me". we sing it on bus journeys and while tracking and all. then then, we had a group outing after the camp. as we were walking along scotts road from DFS to shaw, we heard our song playing from a CD shop(which i forgot the name). yeah and it was damn coincidental! smth like deja vu lah damn freaky!

--i got into CJC's 33rd Student Council Ex-Co! HOD of student liaison. that's like totally wad i wanted! i join council definitely not to do catholic activities, not community involvement, but to serve the students themselves! yupp so i'm really satisfied and motivated to work for SC! if you're wondering wad student liaison is, it's a position under student activities, one which serve as the mouth of students and ear of teachers. basically i'll be in charge of listening to the pupils' needs, and reflect them to the teachers and to the activities that we are going to organize. and oh ya, our new president is Menveer. and our 3 VPs are Michael Da Silva, Joy and Jason Salim.

and i have to remove the diamond on my teeth! cos the council teacher says that that is definitely not smth i could have if i'm going to be the role model in sch. noooooooooooooooooooooo i wanna keep my diamond cos it's so sexy. but then, since i'm alrdy in council, and even a ex-co member, i gotta make some sacrifices i guess. anyway it was supposed to drop off within 6 months. but then zhen put more glue when she was putting it on my tooth. i didn't expect it to last so long though, till now it's like more than 2 years?! mad. hmm yup sp i'll remove it soon, since it shld have dropped off long ago!

AND THIS IS FUNNY YOU MUST READ.
i was watching tv another day and my grandma walked pass. the topic that the tv hosts were discussing was " have you slept with your friend before?". she paused, looked at the tv, and turned to me speaking in a serious tone: " you ah, cannot sleep with gals ah you know? only can sleep with guys." LOLLOLOLOL. i was like " sleep with guys? =.="OK........" hahaha. looks like there isn't such thing as gay 80 years back.

i only got 2 weeks to mug for mid year, BUT, i've got dates coming up! one with EFOF, one with jiemeis, one with 1T18 ppl, one with my SA kbox bang, one with King Arthur and frens and probably one with mer? omg mad. i shouldn't be here anymore. mug hard and play hard ppl.

a true leader lets others lead.

2007-06-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!

i'm here juz to say that i'll be away for Leadership Training Camp during the 4~7th june. then i'm having another camp, the councillors camp right on the friday after LTC. so yupp, won't be blogging or coming online. so if u see me online, means that that person is not me, don't believe him when he tells you that i'm offering free sex or smth like that k!

hopefully i'm come back with fond memories and...behave more like a leader/ councillor? hahaha.

oh ya, mayday's concert was FANTASTIC. shall blog more about it only when i'm back.

blessing in disguise

2007-05-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE LIKE. NOW. NOWNOWNOW. anyways, this holiday isn't one for all the fun and relaxation. we've got remedials cos we're lagging so badly for physics and like almost all de subjects. and i've got Leadership Training Camp for 4 days, and council camp for another day. this means that 2 whole weeks of my holidays are GONE. and i'll be spending the rest of them mugging for mid year exams, how great. but uh, i think everyone's having the same problem so i shan't complain then.

on a brighter note, get high concert's on friday and MAYDAY CONCERT'S ON SATURDAY!!!!!!
like,
MAYDAY CONCERT'S ON SATURDAY!!!!!!
MAYDAY CONCERT'S ON SATURDAY!!!!!!
MAYDAY CONCERT'S ON SATURDAY!!!!!!
MAYDAY CONCERT'S ON SATURDAY!!!!!!
MAYDAY CONCERT'S ON SATURDAY!!!!!!

this is gonna be the 3rd time watching mayday's concert, after like, 3 whole years. i missed the previous 2 concerts cos i had to go back to taiwan for holidays. and this year, i won't be going back cos i gotta stay in singapore and study. but but i get to watch mayday concert. that makes like everything worthwhile.

ok gonna blog about our first class outing as 1T18! we went to vivocity after sports day and i think i was the one who started a whole lot of chaotic action!!

haha can u see that "pull up bar" with a black man at the back? that's the source of all de evil afterwards. i told everyone that the man really does pull ups, but shuan didn't believe. so he said "if that thing really does pull ups i give you my dick ah". i was like " ok set you say one ah" so we waited for sometime, until that man proved me right. hahahaha. shuan was damn shocked. so he obvious owes me a dick, but he refused to surrender it to me(lol). so we all planned to set him up afterwards.

meanwhile, all of us went down to this small pool(which was like 20cm in depth) cos the weather was sooo hot. we splashed water and each other, played catching and all de silly childish stuffs even until they(ok, must be shuan) kicked my soccer ball down to one lower level twice. like mad cow, the security guard came and warn us so many times.

can you see mee?

all of us in pool!

that's leonard

yupp so we played until like siao afterwards, dragging everyone into the water, refuse to stop until everyone gets wet. only except the cunning shuan who refused to go into the water no matter wad. we tried to catch him SOOO many times(like 5 or smth) but all failed cos he always escape so fast even though we have got like 4 person trying to catch him. once, he even ran all the way down to first floor(without shoes) and successfully hid at somemore we couldn't find.why i say he's cunning? cos he always escapes into the shopping mall, or that he tries to take other ppl's bag as "hostage" so that we can't drag him into the water.

so all of us were like damn pek chek cos he was the only one left unwet and sound. so i( also very cunning wahahahaha) thought of hanging his bag somewhere at the centre of the pool where he cannot reach unless he gets into the water(which is like surrounded by all the hungry monster guys) haha. upon realising that he's got no other solution, he surrendered!!(after like 30 mins of waiting by us) so we dragged him into the water and RAPED HIM.

hahaha he gave up and kena caught by us

raping in action

all wet shuan wahahaha

xinghao also kena raped

haha so that's it. then we took some group photos to mark the end of the day.

1T18!!

and time for random photos again!

shuan de ah pek cleaning whiteboard

wah cooling down also must pose so nice

on the overhead bridge to cj, nice sunrise.

hanging around at orchard on darcie's birthday

*this is not an ad* ultra big phone that can actually play and select different music.

haha selene so cute. and sook xian

retarded expression

huajie with the shrek ears. HAHA SO CUTE

leonard. *vomits*

cake. he lost in zhong ji mi ma so he wore the shrek ears for one whole day!

ok that's about it. enjoy the short holiday ppl! and if you wanna ask me out( which is no one wanna ask me out), i'm only free after the 9th of june. oh ya gotta arrange outing with EFOF, primary sch frens and SA frens.

how your heart skips a beat.

2007-05-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

wahh the following two days are my mid year exam for H1 exams! i'm damn screwed for my econs. lagging badly cos i didn't study it during the first 3 months and didn't have enough practise. trying to cope with the new subject now. got a few things to blog but don't have time for it now, will blog about them during the holidays. got a post on class outing at vivo and a post for EFOF.

here's a preview hohoho.

EFOF. continues.

2007-05-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

It’s 五月天. 五月天 for mayday.

夏天裡最燦爛的陽光以時間單位計算
可能是幾秒幾分鐘幾小時幾天
以重要性作單位卻可能是一光年
光以每秒約30萬公里的速度前進
一年內所走的距離就是一光年
約十萬億公里.

什麼樣的夏天才能和一光年相提並論?
或許就只有學生時代那肆無忌憚
陽光好像一值都會這麼燦爛的夏天吧
那滿滿溢出的青春夏天的衝勁任性和傻勁

青春像盛夏一樣有限
所以才要像光一樣高速前進不容許半點怠惰

年輕是可以做很多事情的你可以為所欲為放肆的暢談你將來想做什麼
可以編織一個給予自己不斷前進動力的瑰麗夢想
對於人生任何的選項你都可以盡情的去想像…

想當一個擁有個人品牌的公仔設計師
還是用聲音來表達自我的歌手
或是揮灑影像魅力的導演
一個時尚絢爛的彩妝師
或是用鏡頭獵取生命精華縮影的攝影師
甚至是虛構了一整個世界出來的奇幻文學的作家

也或者，你想狠狠的愛一個不可能愛上你的人
將對青春的任性真實的宣洩在當下的感覺上
因為年輕所以你有的是時間跌倒了再爬起來
拍一拍身上的灰塵整理好心情繼續往前走
年輕就像一尊還沒被定型的泥塑
在進窯燒釉前，你都還來得及改變形狀。

或許每個人都有過年少輕狂的體會
即使沒有有應有過這樣的衝動
一光年是否真的遙不可及?
長大真的是人必經的潰爛?
把握夏日裡甜甜鹹鹹的滋味
夏天的陽光從來都是這麼燦爛

珍惜的浪費時間用力的浪費再用力的後悔

2007-05-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

wan an ^.^

feeling better tonight, cos i was sick for the past 2 days. did quite a few things today.went to cut my hair short short le. cos (most probably) getting into council alrdy, must set good example. collected my cheque from Chang brothers for my refund of air ticket last year.

i'm still half way watching the taiwan drama series "White Tower". it's a story talking about the life of doctors and how they face challenges on both their work and relationships. it's really a good show, so i recommend you to watch. this is much better than those "ou xiang ju" where u juz watch cos of the good looking celebs who cannot act for nuts.i'm learning a lot from the show, hoping to share with y'all some inflections after i finish the show.

went to catch spiderman3 with my jie meis on saturday. the show itself was ok lah, quite entertaining. but my frens all cried near the ending, except me....=.=" like ok...wad's there to cry about....i thought that the ending was rather expected, so i wasn't really impressed. the only thing that impressed me was green goblin's costume. i think that his mask is really cool...haha and his flying board thingy. only if i can also have one of it!

okok the bit thing that happened is actually after watching the movie. we were on our ways to starbucks till we saw this CK roadshow thingy. the hosts we announcing on the mic that we can win some perfume sample if we juz participate in a graffiti drawing competition. so we were like, why not? so we queued up for it and drew our superb artworks (which is anyhow draw LOL) and then juz as the others were drawing, Roslie whom was the host, dragged me to her side and asked me to join some dancing competition to win perfumes....then i was like wad wad wad then she juz dragged me there! LOL. then she dragged another 2 passer-bys to participate. so we were supposed to dance with the music which they provide, and the one who dances the best can get a bottle of de new CK perfume(which worths 100+ i think). then i was damn paiseh lah cos more and more and more and mroe ppl started to gathered around there. in addition, i don even know how to dance for nuts lah. ok so first it was this malay guy who obvious can't dance at ALL cos even after the pro dancer's demo, he still can't seem to bring his moves together. then the second person was this feng nu who dances like beyonce...she went on and shake her butt and everything..damn zai lah! i was like...ok die le. when it was my turn, Ros ask me wad do i do? i didn't know wad she meant so i said "DANCING" (lol this is hilarious) when i'm supposed to be a student. LOL. so i juz went on and anyhow dance with dno wad rain's moves and all sorts of stupid actions. but it was fun! hahah. there was this 2 super fat indian ladies cheering damn loud for me. HAHA. ok so obviously contestant number 2 won. and i got some consolation prizes! woOhoOO. okok check out the photos!

the sample u get for joining the graffiti competition...damn small. only 1.5 ml

the prizes i won!! yay i think these can last me for quite long.

my whole perfume/cologne collection!

and my favourite. polo sport. (BUY IT FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT PLEASE!)

me, the super pro gal and the guy who cannot dance for nuts. LOL

rosline and me

dance in action!! HOTTT.....................NOT

the host, me, ros and the pro dancer who demonstrates for us. (why i closed my eyes lol)

yy, wg,lucas and them!

hohoho wad a a fun experience!!

council results out tml! wish me luck!

the passerby that makes your heart pound

2007-04-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmm i realise that there's nth much to blog about during sch days....which is good, i guess? shows that i'm most probably concentrating on my studies. tutorials are coming in everyday, even before i can fully understand that particular topic. besides that, Project Work is quite demanding too, we've gotta meet up and discuss things and spend time going through group proposals and all. plus council stuff. hmm still manageable but really quite tiring...well i guess this is juz the way it's gonna be, isn't it? working our ass off until like wad, 60+? BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why can't we live a laid back life?

i had many sudden ideas that i wanted to blog about, but i can't remember a thing now. think i should jot them down immediately next time. so for today, it's random photos again~

shuan's mad. he adds this much of pepper onto his hash brown and sausage.

and this anonymous guy's mad too, he's actually playing dota in class

oh ya with this pic i thought of wad to blog alady!!! this guy called sebastian in my class. he's freaking eccentric+sick+retarded+hyperactive+smart. weird huh? he's from acsi, and now in my class. according to aik wee(who was from acsi too), this guy wanked 7 times in the hostel and was bashed up many times for his qianbian behavior.

one day in class, he randomly told this gal in my class that "you blow me, otherwise i'll shove it up your vagaina".... exact words. the whole class heard it, including the teacher...which is siao cos nth happened to him. and ya, he got highest in class for the recent chem test and GP essay...

and juz yesterday, sebas was asking ppl to blow him again, shuan wanted to jack him, so he was like luring him and playing around with him. in the end shuan asked me to go into the toilet with him and sebas. upon hearing this, all de guys from out class also went into de toilet to "watch show". so so we three went into a toilet cubicle and closed de door, whereas others climbed up from other cubicles to "watch the show". so sebas was like " really blow for me ah?" then we were like "yeah yeah come take off your pants lah". so, sebas lifted his shirt, pulled down his pants and TOOK OUT HIS THING. SIAO KIA. me and shuan were like super shocked that he actually took it for real. we were so freaked out that we were stunned inside for a few seconds until we SPRINTED outta the toilet with all the rest.....this is...mad. sebas is really a psycho...and guess wad, he's a manu supporter, and he looks like WAYNE ROONEY!!! SIAO AHHHH

a pic i took of bairong while having lecture. random.

scary? yijun did this to me. the lines were present until the following day. but it's not painful, surprisingly.

tiong with his BEAN BEAR!(which is a toy the rugby coach gives to the player who performed the worse after a rugby match)but now it has been passed down to another person le..not with tiong anymore.

and cnythia found this pic of me extremely handsome?? i don think so leh..

parkLA shopping mall..

william trying to pull off the spoilt sole from MY soccer shoe.

me and ah ma!

irwin sam and ruben at sam's house!! hahaha i took this when they were all exhausted to death and fell asleep.

and ohoh ya, haven't blogged about council camp. we were supposed to organize one event for ourselves, based on the theme of SAND. hmm sounds weird huh? after some really long and complicated dicussion, we came up with the idea of "unity is strength" to link to the theme of SAND. it was super tiring planning the whole event. not only were our proposals rejected again and again, we have to try and cope with the other groups too! now i know wad student council is all about....not as simple and easy as i thought. but anyhow, i like the job! hopefully can get into the council!
VOTE FOR ARTHUR AND WEIQI PLEASE!!!

some photos taken during the camp.

the library was so dark...uh is there smth shining at the back?....

our breakfast. uh QUITE plain ah....

ok it's getting late. still got lotsa work to do over the weekend. fighting guys!!

juz give it up

2007-04-17T17:05:00.000+08:00

wah haven't blogged for quite long! i'm sorry if i didn't reply your tags, i basically can't see my whole tagboard, having some problems with it...but it seems that other ppl can see eh? i'll give it another week or two to see if it can be repaired. if not, i'll change a tagboard then. hmm today will be photo spam cos i don really have time to blog alot!

some old photos during sajc period

the river beside sajc! nice right?

yeah and the small bridge is quite romantic at night actually...haha

some time capsule thingy.

the bridge that links sas to sajc!

and the river~~

and some photos during the outing just before we were leaving sajc, for good.

looking at the saint~

suwi and wg!

nikunj act cute ah

justin with his nice shirt

nick the person who can't take alcohol at all!

huanghua

wg and mee

cheryl and nick

yijun and suwi!

i was like leaving alady...and everyone can't bare to let me leave!

see then suwi became so emo.

yijun also

and wg was gonna cry? NOT!

^^

sorry ah some pics quite blurr (ahh nikunji take one lah!)

group photo! taken after i left.

ok then the photos during the outing to nikunji's house

cheryl and xing yi

wah muscles sia. ( i ran away when they asked me to join this photo)

nah there i am, throwing some mini rugby ball

nick was pushed into de water...haha

take him down!

pass me the ball!

tackle!

lol this looks dumb

WAH CHECK THIS OUT MAN. NIKUNJI IS HOT

oops, did u see smth?

og 11! (only part of it of course..)

king arthur and his followers!

ai ya, then nikunji also wanna be de king. tsk.

yup so that's about it? i wanted to write some stuff, but no inspiration now. and i neeta get a nap! probably come back later after i finish my work ba.

fighting!

false hopes.

2007-04-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

check out the calculators ruben painted!! they're damn nice man! i love the one that he painted for me. the all h.the paintings are do detailed. there are like so many freaking layers of different textures and themes lah.

this is mine! damn nice right!

and some others by ruben.

and yeah, if you're interested in getting one of those cool calculator covers, specially and exclusively painted for you, you can contact ruben pang at 90079715. the price differs with specific requests. usually it won't cost more than $10 bucks. these calculators are gonna be with you for at least 2 years, or more. why not decorate them with these super artistic paintings? call ruben!

sch's super tiring!! i ended at like 5+ today? feeling sick alady..gotta sleep more man...my physics is on path now, lacking progress in maths and chemistry. chemical bonding damn hard!!! mad cow lah so much to memorize. juz like wad zhen said last time! haha. secondary work compare to this is really chicken feet...haha. but i guess it'll always be this way lah, wad's de point of learning things that are so easy?

ok gotta sleep le! another long day tml.

fighting my frens!

or was my instinct right?

2007-04-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

this post is fantastic. read it, please.
to see the chinese words, please go to view--encoding--chinese(big5)

有些感情保持微笑路過就好 --方文山

愛情有時美就美在它的不完美，因為不完美，有些故事沒有結局，甚至沒有開始，於是所有的回憶都有了一路延伸無止盡的想像。因為不是你欣賞與喜歡的對象，就能如願的陪伴在你身旁，也因為這樣隔著距離根本沒有交往過的遺憾，所以你在你的心裡會為他(她)永遠保留了一個地方；在那裡，你將他(她)想像或者美化成你認為的那個模樣。於是你對所暗戀以及追求不到的對方，將會付諸予無止盡的遐想，他(她)會永遠停留在你青春記憶裡他對你而言最燦爛的那個模樣！因為來不及交往，所以根本來不及變心，也來不及發生所有日後可能的感傷。

喜歡可以是一種欣賞，就像瀏覽風景一樣，你只需要牢牢記住那曾經在林間深處有過的茉莉馨香，而並不是一定要千方百計、費盡心思的將株原本應該在林間的茉莉移植至室內，終日與你相伴。因為沒有一種花是不會凋謝，不會枯萎的，感情也是一樣，尤其是僅憑外表印象的喜歡更是脆弱不堪。或許一直到最後遍體鱗傷，你才會發現有些情愫要隔著距離才會形成美感。緣份有時候只是讓我們有幸路過一處瑰麗的風景，那我們就也只是路過就好，不要強求，也不需要停留！有些喜歡... 遠遠的欣賞...有些感情保持微笑…路過就好…

不完美的.得不到的. 才是最美?

2007-04-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

starting to feel the pressure of JC le. J1 this year alone, we already have some A level exams. project work, science practicals, and for others, chinese. workload's coming in chapters by chapters, tutorials by tutorial. seriously, no time to slack. juz a week or so ago, yijun and others were telling me that they're alady very stressed over sch work. then i was like...huh very stressful meh? until now then i realised the reason, it's that i've been too slack. i have no CCA for the moment as i'm intending to join the student council. really gotta pull up my socks le. tests are coming soon, and mid year is so near. c'mon mugging mode my frens!!

ok this should be a random post with random pictures!

outing pictures with King Arthur and Frens! some time ago

went to play pool! wah meily so sexy sia.

hi handsome you want some?

yes!....submit to the almighty King Arthur!

yeah this meily and jia ling mad women actually went into some male toilet in Junction 8.

went bishan library to study with meily myra yijun and joshua. although it wans't efficient at all. haha!! laughed until i got 8 packs le lah....meily and myra are really too funny le.......mad cow ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

meily taking photo with her PHONE.

yeah and smsing... this two feng nv are actually playing with this paper phone...y'all shld have seen de whole thing. it's hilarious lah. still got pose in front of de camera...act cute..act chio one. LOL!!

myra with cj COLLAR pin....

oi cover that mole for wad. your trademark eh.

went back to sajc last friday. saw lotsa frens, lotsa familiar faces, and of course, new faces. hmm you know wad? i feel so different. i feel out. i don't feel like home anymore. everyone has got their own commitment, they've got no time to really sit down and chat with me. frens walk pass, and all that's left with our friendships, seems to be the superficial "hi, byes". well i guess everyone's juz busy with their own stuffs. i guess, that's it. that's it. juz like broken relationships, it's only gonne be pain if you attempts to continue them. but, the sweet memories will remain.
@#$%^&*( why am i emoing again? zzz.

shuan's nice hairstyle

oh ya i was intending to sell my sa uniform, so i took a last picture of it. but then i changed my mind. no harm keep it right? it reminds me of all the great fun memories i has in sa. yeah but....why does it look like a skirt?? LOL

random photos of cheok and cheeri

us on the bus. bai stop stoning!

do you see that? DO YOU SEE THAT? TICKETS TO MAYDAY CONCERT IN SINGAPORE!!! that'll be de third time i'm going for a mayday concert. it's superb, seriously. but but, i don't really like them as much as i used to le. cos...hmm i should explain it in another post ba, too long alady. anyway i'm still damn excited about it!! if you wanna join me, tell me first k!

this is retardedly cute.

This Ain't A Scene.

2007-03-28T22:53:00.002+08:00

hello all!! whether you're new here or my old frens, all of you are greatly appreciated! come colour my life ^^

yvonne came up with this interesting new word which was like extremely appropriate. "SARs", SA removal symptoms. ( SA withdrawal symptoms sounds more scientifically correct though). beware! 70% of the ppl who in SAJC for the first 3 months and got kicked out, have all been infected! some symptoms of this disease are, difficulty in mixing in their new schs, severe nostalgia about the SAJC and friends, disability to accept the truth. and thers' only one cure to this, time >.<" time distants all realtionships, but the memories will retain.
time heals all wounds, but the scars will remain.

i am still suffering from SARs, but after about 10 days in CJ, it isn't so bad afterall ( see i told you i'll be able to overcome it within no time). i think, i'm really fortunate. i have been allocated to a class which a good number of 90+% of de ppl who were in this class for first 3 months,specially appealed to come back to this class again. this explains why my class is SO fun!!! there're like the coolio type--shuan, max, jian liang, whom are excellent sportsmen and have looks that kill! and the cheena joker type-- elton, leonard, kelvin, xing hao. i seem to be able to blend in so well in all de groups lah (except SEBESTIAN's of course =.=") haha i love this class man, they're a bunch of freaking funny fellows. 1T18 rocks ( lol this sounds so gay)

ok time to post pics to add colours my entry. class outing with 07s05! we went to sentosa some weekends ago. the only disappointment was that lotsa good frens didn't turn up cos they've got other commitments. other than that, it's one whole day full of sand and fun!

wah so lovely

Ranjan, cassandra, patricia, me, ashley and rei!

nikunj's eyes can kill.

rei with his middle finger and nikunj on the skyride

cass looking freaking scared and pat laughing at her! hahaha!

all geared up! ready to go sir!

oh then it's the dinner to send shyanon( sorry if i spelt it wrongly) off. he's back to thailand to study UNIVERSITY, juz like vatanya...this is like totally mad cow. studying uni at the age of 17.

me yanxun and elson.

LOL which retard took this pic.

shawn his usual lamer expression. yanxun, elson, gabriel, cheok man.

actually if you realise, i'm the only person not from their class, 435. but i'm like chao shou with all of them cos i know the whole class....their class chalet i also went...haha.

k it's time to go! get into the study mood my dear frens.shall end off with a song i really liked recently.

專屬天使 Tank

作詞：施人誠　作曲：Tank　編曲：呂紹淳　男聲：Tank

我不會怪你　對我的偽裝　天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽　而妳纖細善良　怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌　厚厚的溫暖　妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想　透過妳的眼光　我才看見它原來在前方

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁　妳是我的專屬天使　唯我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上　擁有一個專屬天使　我哪裡還需要別的願望

小小的手掌　大大的力量　我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
妳想去的地方　就是我的方向　有我保護笑容儘管燦爛

要不是妳出現　我一定還在沉睡　喔～絕望的以為　生命只有黑夜

why are some friendships so ephemeral?

2007-03-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

oops sorry for not blogging for such a long time.was waiting for photos to come in and all. wad an eventful holiday. probably one of the last though.basically this is the last week we can play! cos the hectic JC life's gonna start TML! and JC isn't like secondary sch where you can study last mintue. you need constant effort. everyone jiayou!

and CJ here i come. if i may, quote smth from suwi's post.

it'll be

"a place to pick myself up.
a place to make new friends without having to worry that they will disappear aft two months
a place to bank in all the motivations in me.
a place to START EVERYTHING AFRESH."

yeah, i believe so. and i won't forget de frens i made in sa, for they're a bunch of really nice and fun ppl! KING ARTHUR AND FRENS!! (and the cock brothers and many more!) hahahaha! we'll try n maintain contact k!!

firstly, outing with wg yy n tania! went to study in de library first, then went for kbox!!

omg my hair is like...de best ever? ^^

in kbox

dian ge-ing

shit i looking damn ugly here. why tania think i'm shuai?...lol

me tania yy and wg at kbox!

uh. why my eyes closed?

1,2,3,4!!

Oooo

which is no me.

this one is nice haha.

failed pictures of us trying to jump, 1.

wah i'm a ghost.

*point point*

*point point* again

nah the best one ^^

i was like eating this korean cup noodles IN THE MIDDLE of de street can..

another one. in front of suntect

"resting" in front of de bridge beside fullerton hotel.

this is a nice spot to sleep. seriously.

secondly, zao bao titong camp!

basically this titong(聯合早報體育通訊員) thingy was recommended by wg and yy. it's a club under lian he zao bao, aiming to improve de chinese standard of theirs members and foster interation with one another. ok i dno wad i'm talking about. anyways it wasn't very fun for me cos i'm like sick of knowing knew ppl alady....yeah and sick of playing team-bonding games...

anyways, we interviewed simon chua( gold medalist for asian games body-building) and tao li (gold medalist for asian games swimming)

and simon chua is mad. 2 weeks before his competitions, he needs to eat 30 eggs A DAY and he can only drink half a cup of water a day, to prevent over hydration of his muscle. these are to make the shape and lines of his muscles more obvious and nice. like totally insane.

hmm that's about it i guess? i'v got more to blog but i'm waiting for photos from MEILY. so i'll conitnue next time ya? end off with an old song but one which i juz liked recently. damn nice lyrics. if u cannot see chinese, please go to view-encoding-chinese(BIG5)

海闊天空信樂團

作詞：姚若龍　作曲：Hun Lim/Jun Young Choi

我曾懷疑我　走在沙漠中　從不結果　無論種什麼夢
才張開翅膀　風卻變沉默　習慣傷痛能不能算收穫

慶幸的是我　一直沒回頭　終於發現　真的是有綠洲
每把汗流了　生命變的厚重　走出沮喪才看見新宇宙

海闊天空　在勇敢以後　要拿執著　將命運的鎖打破
冷漠的人　謝謝你們曾經看輕我　讓我不低頭　更精采的活

凌晨的窗口　失眠整夜以後　看著黎明　從雲裡抬起了頭
日落是沉潛　日出是成熟　只要是光一定會燦爛的

海闊天空　狂風暴雨以後　轉過頭　對舊心酸一笑而過
最懂我的人　謝謝一路默默的陪我　讓我擁有好故事可以說
看未來　一步步來了

fighting guys. fighting.

dare to love, dare to hate.

2007-03-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

i got posted to CJ, the JC i despised most when i was filling up my PAE. how ironic.
life is like this, sometimes we get things which we hate the most. but we still have to live with it don't we? we can choose to dwell in despair, or rather, make the best out of it. for me, i'm trying to make the best out of it.

my first day impression of CJ wasn't that good.

1. the scholl facility is damn old and run-down. the running track only has 2 lanes and it's RECTANGULAR!! *stabs brother paul*

2. the IG(OG) facilitators are so not enthu lah. everyone all like super sian. lead cheers also no power one. mass dance also cannot dance properly...

3. they only have 10 subjects combinations altoegther, which is bian tai little!! a lot of ppl had to make special appeal for de combi they want.

4. the ppl inside are like....not my type of ppl? they're either those unknown sji ppl who were so low-profile, or some pai kias. like those i see alady wouldn't wanna mix with them one. OR MAYBE IT'S BE THAT'S TOO FUSSY? ZZZ.

5. i missed my SA frens SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. seriously. i didn't even miss sji this much when i left sji for SA. i missed the time when we sit in de cafe and talk cock during breaks, when we played soccer n sweat together, when we have debate with de GP teacher, when we go for outing after sch, k boxing and many many more. oh marn i missed them like hell.

hmm but new sch's always like this one lah. haven't find your group of frens, unfamiliar with de place, no sense of belonging. but i believe things are gonns get better, right? tml's day 2, let's see how it goes.

oh ya i shall post pictures which i didn't put up last time.

the time when all my frens had dinner with my family!

yay i'm so tall.

shy=.="

i successfully blocked everyone hahaha qiang3 jing4 tou1

uh why yijun so tall....(or i so short?)

oh marn i'm gonna miss this uniform.

uh....

and this pic would have been perfect if someone didn't come and extra.

Ms Pua treated us ice-cream!! how nice.

gay partners martin and faris...

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Salamander ellegarden

There ain't no fear
There ain't no hope
There ain't no right
There ain't no wrong

Just make it loud
Just make it loud
Just make it loud
I feel no touch

There ain't no past
There ain't no fate
There ain't no thoughts
There ain't no rules

Spoken words
Broken hearts
Instant dreams

Just let it slide
Wasting time
Just keep it goin' and goin'
Just let it slide
Wasting life
Just keep it rollin' and rollin'
Just make it loud
In your room
Just make it loud
No one cares
And just let it slide

Empty bowls
Springer falls
Lost and found

Now I hear it snows
This year is getting colder
How I feel inside
Losing my concentration
Now I need more time
Somehow I'll make it through
I just need more time

up and on

2007-02-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

hey my dear frens!!

2 months passed so fast, posting results are coming out next week. most ppl from my og are all leaving. and my good frens in sa are all leaving!!! wg, ziyan, yijun, suwi and lots more. hmm not confirmed yet but, they all put some other JCs as their first choice, which means most likely they'll be posted there. BAHHHHHHHHHHH. to be more positive, i can still maintain contact with them, and i'm gonna meet more new frens in the 2nd intake! (right.)

oh and my brother might be coming to singapore to study. he's gonn take de entrance exam to nan qiao sch on wed, if everything goes well he should be staying here. my mom will then move here with us too. and there's a high possibility that we're gonna get a new home!!(most likely rent lah) if this is so, that means my life will be much better than now!!! so many things will be easier. i'm so looking forward to that!

on a random note, i realised that 1~4pm seems to be my emo hours. high emo tendency.

uh? i actually thought that i've got a lot to blog about....but now there seems to be nth much.

ok i shall upload some random photos i took while tania and me were waiting for wg n yy.

nice flowers!!

eeew act wad cute lah....

tania actually FELL DOWN while we were taking this pic....LOL

oh ya and a series of me sneaking into de gals toilet...

and tania...

nice nike bags.

sam looking like a waiter

when her every moment catches your attention
when she jumps for joy
when she touches her hair
when she walks pass you
when she skips lessons

when i'm only 3cm close to her.

2007-02-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

firstly, very happy chinese new year to everyone!!!!

now i shall try and think of as many wishes in chinese as i think remember...haha

祝你

新年快樂身體健康萬事如意福如東海壽比南山步步高升年年有餘學業進步家庭和樂

青春永駐快高長大年年有今日歲歲有今昭!!

oh marn i thought i remembered more! but those are all i can think of now...

had a really nice conference chat with yijun ( hey i mentioned you!!), wg and suwi TODAY MORNING. thanks for picking out my shortcomings and telling me how i can improve myself. it definitely took y'all more than juz courage to do it. i really appeciated that. it's you guys' turn soon ~"~ be mentally prepared ah. haha.

wg was right, real frens stab you from the front. but, how about those frens who don't stb you at all? are they our genuine frens? i believe there are many types of frens. probably one that always has hearty chats with you but nv meet you in person before. one that always says ok to your drink invites when you're feeling down. one that sends you flowers when you're sick. one that pon sch with you and helps you to take all the blame. one that always let you copy during tests. or one that punches your face when you failed your chinese test for the third time in a role?

heh ok it's a sudden change of mood here. took some pics with my sis.

yay!
act cute!

lol lame

ouch!

my fav one for today

oh ya she's my mom. ^^

on a random note, do y'all agree that guys who have blogs tend to be more feminine than those who don't?

she's the one(?)

2007-02-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

i got 13.

didn't know whether i should be sad or be happy. sad cos i didn't do up to my expectations, happy cos most likely i can stay in SA. well, i can't change anything now, so i can only hope that i will be able to stay in SA. and please let my frens stay in sa as well!! most of my frens did farely-well. most of them scored either the same or 1~2 points better than their prelim results only. but sam disappointed me!! i really thought that he could be the only 6 pointer in our class lah....sigh. suwi did quite badly, but i'll pray hard that she can still appeal to stay in sa!!

and i juz realised that 13 points was actually on the verge of my limit for tiao lo-ING according to my previous post. thank god i don have to tiao lo. lol.

did i say that i was going to be more motivated in my previous posts? anyways now i'm saying it again. i should stop slacking everyday and doing things like playing com and watching tv so much. instead i should read more books and follow my lessons, do more constructive and meaningful things. yes i must!

oh ya, valentine's day's coming ^^ got pressie for me?

2007-02-04T00:47:00.000+08:00

wow the last time i blogged was like 2 weeks ago.

i realised how fast ppl can bond, and how fast a shallow relationship fades away.
my og bonded only one week after the orientation started, and i was amazed by how fast ppl could get close to each other. we could like talk our lungs out and play games. during breaks, we would always sit toegther as an og. we would have og outings 3 days in a role. however, wad i didn't realise was the quality of the relationships.

now, exactly one month from the start of orientations, we no longer sit as an og during breaks. we no longer have og outings. and wad's left with our friendships, seemed to be the superficial "hi" and "bye" when we meet each others in sch. and i already sense the awkwardness amongst us.

probably because everyone has different timetables, so that we don't have so much time to be toegther anymore. probably because everyone has bonded with their new class already. it used to be like "SA rocks", till "OG 11 rocks!!" until "CG xx rocks!!" how fast ppl changes.

hmm. probably the depth of de friendships are really important ba. i met this fren of my fren, for like only a week, and we're already going like 3 times out of 5 weekdays. plus that we could talk about anything toegther. i believe it's really how ppl clique. those with similar tastes and styles would juz naturally be grouped toegther. i hope to make more indepth friendships than superficial ones!!

my friend got a gf within one week. haha. pro yeah?

oh ya, O level results will be released anytime next week. good luck to all!!!
for me, my expectations dropped due the the screwed up history paper.

6= treat everyone to tony romas cos it's not possible.
single digit= chao happy.
10 points= my expectation
10< x <13 =ok lah
13< x = can go tiao lo

oh ya hopefully i can get photos from javier by tonight, do come back and see!!

go for it arthur. monday.

2007-01-18T18:49:00.001+08:00

to see the chinese words, plz go to view--encoding--chinese traditional(BIG5)^^

被決定的悲劇

橘紅色的天空有著灰色的憂鬱
忘了帶傘自以為很帥的淋雨

滴落在臉頰上的冰冷水粒
是不是妳在哭泣?

無可挽回的妳說要離去
是因為我的稚氣

我對你不遺餘力
投降的身軀剩下一口氣

顯得多餘的一字一句
在空氣中凝聚

考慮猶豫
決定放棄

煙消雲散你我甜蜜的過去
只能回憶里待續

塵封進抽屜
斑駁的日記

連朋友也作不成的結局

原來
是個還沒開始就已結束的悲劇

2007-01-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

recognition. that's smth we all need, smth which we strive to earn, smth which we cannot survive without. at this age when everyone's in their indentity chrisis, it's very important that we gain others' recognition, as it confirms our action and exsistence.

however, it's pathetic if you need ppl's recognition over and over again. juz be confident, confident but not ego.

that was random. bah.

really having lotsa fun in sch recently. love my sch, my OG, and my frens. now i know why SA grouped ppl with similarities togther, as we really cliqued very well. we had like so many outings together. first,

class BBQ at Nikunj's house

haha LOOK AT ME.

birthday gals!

this is supposedly my DAUGHTER.

yeah right family photo. cos yi jun's from taiwan too, so everyone juz PEI us together...
btw, yijun why you look like a housewife here?? LOL

after the cake fight..

OG11!!

cross-dress day at sch

btw this thing is NOT a sch function. we juz thought that wearuing each others uniform would be quite fun.

Suriyanti andRen ZHi

Cheryl and Su Wi

Xing Yi and Ren Zhi

now the guys version

we were forced by the gals to act cute....lol. 1~2~3~4

UH HUH this one then nice mah.

justice act cute + jason dao

bengZ

some random photos for now

juz thought that i look quite in in this. LOL

Pear and Jannah!

recurring tragedy

2007-01-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

Orientations are over, and it's the trial lectures now. so far it has been quite boring...fortunately, i managed to get into the combination i wanted, physics, chem, maths and history. rei, sam, jothi are all in my class!! it's gonna be fun.

and our OG finally took photos together!! i love OG 11!!!! (can spot the mei nu and shuai ge anot?? giggle)

starting from the back with anti clockwise direction:

cheryl,natalie,vatanya,suriyanti, ching ching, wg, justin,jaosn,quan jun, nikunj, jannah,joseph, huang hua, ME,nick,su wi, ren zhi, hui qi, yi jun~

and and, this is with my fav OGL. her name is PEAR, but ppl call her "PAM". she's from thailand, and she's SUPER DUPER CJWD CUTE!!! she's so high, she's so lively, she's so friendly, she's so natural lah. and all these ppl are in the "Pear fan club"...hahaha. we love you pam!!

yeah and the soccer trials have been extremely tiring. can't imagine how i'm gonna study if i really join soccer. their training starts at like 5 everyday, end at about 7+ and by the time i go home and have my dinner, it's alady 9+. hmm...ok i should join other CCAs. yes. i wanna join counsil...but the application date only starts after march. which means i have to stay in SA in order to join counsil. well well...so wad for first 3 months? prob tennis or smth.

oh yeah today kene caught for long hair=.=" and almost HALF of the guys from the whole sch kene caught, in which half of these ppl were sent home to cut immediately, the other half can cut by the next day...and the discipline master asked us not to go back to sch after cutting our hair...which means we had a half day off....lol. fortunately there weren't many lectures that i missed...

it all begins after an end

2007-01-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo!

chao high now, even though i'm like quite tired alady. had a really long and eventful day and reached home at around 8....hoo it takes an hour for me to travel to SA. lengthy but worth it!

SA was amazing. i love the whole atmosphere and spirit. the sch campus is beautiful, with state-of-the-art facilities. and our orientation group(OG) leaders were chao zi high!!!!hahaha i love it man! finally i'm not the only one self-highING. they like scream whenever they hear their group name lah. chao enthu, but i like it!! the OG leaders were really nice and funny. the games we played were quite fun too!! and the best part was mass dance! that was the first time i danced with a gal in like 18 years? LOL. can't believe that i actually managed to memorize all de dance steps within like 1 hour. (although still dance like dabian lah...) haha but it was damn fun lah!

hmm now i'm considering wad CCA i'm gonna take for the moment. was thinking of soccer since irwin asked me to try the trails. but carols told me that they had 30 rounds of running for today which is like 12 km!!! siao man! i've nv run so long at one go before lah!! looks like it really requires alot of stamina....then sam suggested me to join RUGBY. like wdh. with my size i'll die once someone spears me lah.....probably i shall join some chinese language society or KARAOKE club. HAHAHA.

ok some photos to update you on how i look now (=.=")

wow wg and yy juz DID IT right...

this is smth which is supposed to look like GOONG characters, which obviously failed...

love this photo. so emo. haha. and the light rays are damn nice.

enjoy your time in JC guys!!^^

it ended even before it started

2006-12-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

sian.悶到爆

it has been raining since i'm back to Singapore. so no outdoor activities at all. I WANNA PLAY SOCCER!!!! otherwise i'll die or smth.

an earthquake took place in taiwan yesterday night. it was the most serious one in the recent 3 years with a magnitude of 6.7 (sry forgot what's the unit le). my hometown, Kaohsiung was quite badly affected. fortunately my family are all alright. my mom say that many wine glasses were broken, and lotsa water spilled out from the fish tank. you can imagine how serious the earthquake was.

the earthquake also affected the internet connection in singapore as (i think) singent and starhub are using internet cables from taiwan to connect to the rest of the world. now the internet speed is liek chao slow, and i can't access most websites. and i can't play my online game!!! sian. news says that it takes 3 weeks for it to be fully repaired. wdh. don't tell me that i'm gonna bare with this situation for 3 weeks.......................................ahhhhhhhhhhh. let's hope that the orientation in SA would be fun. and, YES, it's gonna be fun! I STILL GOT MY SAJC FIRST 3 MONTHS! WOOHOO.

really bored at home, cos of the weather, the internet connect, and cos everyone's away. wg's in china(coming back in 6 hours time though). rei's in japan. sam's in US. skye's back from jap with a whole new impression about jap gals. looks like he's got some new infatuation@@. heh.

ask me out lah!

born to love

2006-12-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm juz gonna blog about some random thoughts and probably reflection of my holiday. So forgive me for the incoherent flow.

Went back to taiwan for a month, visited many places. Harold stayed at my house for about 2 weeks+. Glen was in a tour around Taiwan and he dropped by Kaohsiung and stayed at my house for a day.

I’ve always tried to compare Taiwan and Singapore in different aspects. They’re truly very very different countries. Singapore’s got a well-planned city and an environment that’s so clean and tidy, whereas Taiwan is very poor in this aspect. It’s quite messy and dirty at places. The roads public facilities aren’t as well-maintained as those in Singapore. However, taiwan’s……………

Ok I suddenly stopped here cos I fee like I’m writing an expository essay. And I think it’s getting really boring. Haha. Kk I’ll juz write in point form then.

--Singapore is clean and tidy
--Singapore is a country with superb stability and security
--Singapore has a convenient public transportation system
--Singapore is free from most natural disasters
--Singapore has got shopping malls and theatres that are so accessible
In conclusion, Singapore is boring.

Cos

--Taiwan’s got such a prosperous media that the TV has got 100+ channels that comprises of many top TV channels in the world.
--Taiwan’s entertainment industry is so well-developed
--although the streets and general infrastructure in Taiwan are not as developed as those on Singapore, most of the shops and restaurants are so well-decorated and delicate in the sense that each one has got their own style. And the shops in Singapore have NO STYLE.
--Taiwan food rocks
--Taiwan is s shopping heaven
--Taiwanese are so passionate and kind. They’re so polite and effable that they never get impatient when serving you. And I FEEL that Taiwanese are better looking. Or probably they juz know how to dress up better…
-- Taiwan has got so much natural scenery and places of interest
--Taiwan has got four seasons that is not too hot in summer and not too cold in winter. (though there’s no snow)

In conclusion, Taiwan rocks^^

Not criticizing Singapore in any sense lah. Juz stating reasons why I like Taiwan more than Singapore. But of course, I love Singapore too!

Hmm I think I have said this on my blog before…but I’m gonna say it again. One of my dreams is to go on a tour with all my friends, any place will do. It’ll will be fun regardless of where we’re going as long as I’m with this bunch of friends. I can alady imagine the fun we’ll be having. But I’m afraid that this is really a dream of mine only.

Ohoh I’m alady looking forward to my JC life. Many has told me that the first 3 months will be like the most fun experience in my whole student life. And SA is surely gonna be fun! But the sad thing is that most probably I won’t be staying in SA for the rest of the 2 years…What if I get back my O level results and I get the result that is approximately SA standard?…then I really dno whether I should be happy or sad le…

that'a all for today. cheers guys

2006-12-23T15:52:00.000+08:00

i'm back in singapore!!

that was a signal to those who wanna give me christmas present and those who wanna get christmas present from me ^^

and oh ya. who wanna go out together on xmas eve? the irony is that those ppl read my blog are usual the ones who WON'T go out with me, and that those who usually doesn't read my blog, are the ones that always go out for outing. zzz.

yeah so contact me if u wanna stand xmas eve with me(oh how romantic is that)

WAHAHA.

2006-12-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

yes you know wad i'm gonna say.

come on say it out loud with me!!

"haven't~~blogged~~in~~ages~~"!!

yes ppl that's right.

harold's back, so i'll be back to crap from on onwards. sorry lah have been slacking and playing online game for the past few days, so didn't bother to blog. haha. hmm so i'll still let the picture speak for me as usual.

had a family gathering with most of my relatives in taipei!! we haven't had a chance to meet up and have a meal for like 3 years alady?? went to eat this 酸菜白肉鍋 (steam boat) which was super delicious. and the food is UNLIMITED!! so i alone ate like 4 plates of meat. shiok

my(younger) cousin which obviously developed better than me, his younger brother, my another younger cousin, me with new clothes and harold.

ya dno wad to put...GUYS!

yay whole family picture! so warm, as in touching.

yup, so another day harold and me went to this amusement park in the central region of taiwan. it's not say the biggest one in taiwan but it has quite alot of new rides.

this one was quite fun. it spins you upside down and hang you in the air.

some family ride thingy

this is a super big ferry wheel not the biggest one in tw though. heard from harold that singapore's building the biggest one in the world now.

and some photos of us.

free fall ride. shiok. i conned harold into taking this ride without him realizing that that was one of the most scary one...haha

it's like 10+ storeys high? the scenery was nice from that height.

harold actually didn't wanna play this one, but i forced him to choose between this one and G5(another ride which i will mention later) as the last ride before he go. he chose this, and he absolutely made the right choice!this was the MOST fun ride throughout the theme park. it's chao fast and exciting. it makes like 4 360 degree turns and it wasn't scary!. chao fun

so after that "last ride", we were on our way walking to the exit when we passed by G5. haroes didn't FEEL LIKE taking the ride, so i told him that i would take it alone. so he was like "ok...i stay here wait for you lo..." but i again i attempted to sway him into atking the machines which supposedly look the most scary. it was claimed that you can explain a force of 5 Gs when taking this ride(which proved to be overrated afterwards).

i was like " come on lah, this is de last ride le. after this then you can say that you've played everything here and you won't have regrets. and you should overcome your fears!!" and all that crap from batman begins(lol). so ya as u can expect, i managed to persuade him with my superb influence.

yeah so G5 wasn't even as exciting as we thought it would be. it's definitely more awing when you see it than when you're actually taking it. it felt juz like that free drop machine only.

ESCAPE THEME PARK IS BORING.

oh ya PAE results are coming out tml at 8am. you can visit www.moe.gov.sg/esp/schadm/pae
to check your posting． GOOD LUCK GUYS!!! hope can see you in my JC.

when you say nothing at all.

2006-12-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

prepare for long entry. sorry for the incoherent organizaion, lack of content and explanation. the photos will speak for themselves.

We went to Tainan, which is about an hour's drive away from Kaoshiung. We met Arthur's cousin and went for a university lesson on Roman architecture. I knew most of the structures in Rome because of my prior experience playing Caesar 3. What a joke right? HAHA. See, that shows that playing computer games isn’t such a bad thing after all. The university that we went to is supposedly the best in the southern side of Taiwan.

After the 2 hour lecture, which was really quite interesting, we left on motorcycles. Arthur's mom drove back to Kaohsiung and his cousin’s boyfriend came to bring us around.

Being on a motorcycle is really fun because of the cool wind blowing in your face. The bad thing is that it stinks. It really does. Its fun probably because the weather here is nice. I know I wouldn’t want to be riding back in Singapore because it would be so so so hot.

harold and weiwei

arthur and sheng ge

We went to a first class national cultural heritage center in the whole of Taiwan and the place is a bit eerie because of the lighting. The place is beautiful at night.

some statues with words written on them.

blah~

this is viewed from the back

sheng ge, harold and weiwei

me and harold! EH? why i so short

We rode to eat and eat and eat. I believe one of the favourite Taiwanese pastimes is eating. First, we ate guan cai ban which is a toasted bread with corn soup. I think. It was fried. If you haven't found out yet, Taiwanese food is mostly fried or deep-fried. Following that, we went to a back alley to eat some noodles, which smelt like wanton mee because of the lard. We ate the fried chicken too. I've given up on saying that Taiwanese food is nice because it's obvious. It’s either because Taiwanese are good cooks or we're going to all the best eateries. Haha. I think it's probably the latter. I forgot to mention that there a lot of roadside stalls in Taiwan that sell good food. The food is hygienic too. oh btw i found a proof of Taiwanese's sub-standard english.

"a tea of chain shop" lol. there're like 3 grammar mistakes there

After that, we went to the most famous dried fruits shop in the whole of Taiwan. I'm not sure if it's called dried fruits. Usually, that back alley is packed and the road leading into the area is jammed with all the tourist buses going to that shop. Luckily, we went on a Wednesday, thus it was pretty much empty. Arthur's cousin said that the owners were grumpy old people and temperamental, which is mainly because business is so good. They sell sour plums and dried fruits in all sorts of flavours, including milk and coffee. Then, we went to another night market. Taiwan is full of night markets.

these photos are taken next to some street arts which i thought was quite nice.

retro stuff

arthur's cousin and her bf

harold says he doesn't know wad he wanna say about this photo...

We woke up and caught the 10 a.m. train to Taipei. The train is clean and the seats are comfortable. I slept for a while and read The Historian. It's really a good read. I'm almost halfway through the book. The train ride was four hours long and we reached Taipei at around 2.

the seats~~

the railway side scene

some agriculture

I followed Arthur to some immigrations place to make some… erm I'm not so sure what we did there. Actually, I was reading my book and listening to music, so I really didn't know what Arthur was doing there.

After that we took a cab to Ximen, which is another shopping area. We met with Jeremy Huang and his mom at the place. They came here for holiday, so Arthur and Jeremy planned to meet up.

The weather here in Taipei is great. It's about 19 degrees and it's cool.

we bought a chao big bag so that we can put everything in

ppl mountain ppl sea. this is REALLY flodded with ppl

After Ximen, we went to the famous Shilin Street, which is well known for its food (duh) and shopping. It's a vibrant place and it's really crowded. I ate chou tofu. It actually tasted good when I chewed it, but when I swallowed it, oh my gosh, I smelt the chou wei dao. It really smells like bad breath. Ugh, it’s not that bad but it;s not something I would enjoy eating. This street is where the shop in Singapore gets its name from and the shop really doesn't do the food in Taiwan justice. It tastes much better here. (arthur shouts taiwan rocks)

taiwan BIG sausages!! and yes my fellow frens, don't doubt about the question of MY taiwan sausage.

After Shilin, we went to Arthur's Ah Ma's house in Tian Mu or something like that. It's an old high class residential area. There are many foreigners that stay around this area, mostly Caucasians. This area has everything, including food and shopping.

The next day, we went to eat breakfast downstairs. There was a kind lady who helped us to get to Taipei 101. We had to change buses twice. Hmm so Arthur tells me that Taiwanese people are really warm and helpful. He said that the passage in the higher Chinese exam is true. I guess that’s true, because people here are generally friendly.

Taipei 101.

The tallest building in the world. It really doesn't look that tall when you stand below it. I really feel that KLCC is taller. Arthur says it's the antenna at the top that gives it the height. According to him, that “stick” is about 10 storeys tall. We had to pay money to go up and the elevator is really super duper fast.
It runs at 1010 m/min and we reached the top in 37 secs to be exact.

You can hear you ears popping. Arthur was continuously praising the female workers at the observatory. He says they're pretty and they can speak 5 languages, including Japanese, Chinese and English. Personally, I think they mugged their lines, but Arthur says he heard a Japanese talking to one of the workers and she was able to reply. The view from the top is spectacular.

Everything is pretty much very small. If you stand still and concentrate, you can really feel the tower moving.

jeremy

arthur

harold

The indoor observatory is at the 89th floor and we had to pay more money to go to the outdoor observatory on the 91st floor.

It was freezing outside. The temperature was 13.3 degrees and it was really windy.

The paper Arthur was holding onto flew away. Haha. I think I should let the pictures do the talking.

i believe i can fly~~

buddies

it's really cold up there...

some other photos~~

tickets!

oh this is the shopping mall inside taipei 101. the roof design was superb.

whereas this is taken outside 101. there's this LOVE thingy which took like 10+ photos

ohohohoh look at this. harold's superb action capturing skills!

At night, we went back to Tian Mu and ate shabu shabu, a sort of steamboat. Then, we went shopping. Jeremy and his mom left and we went back to Arthur's Ah Ma's house.

Today, we woke up and went to eat breakfast and walked to the church, to find out if there are any churches in Taoyuan, which is the next destination. After that, we walked back and looked at clothes and shoes along the way. Later, we’ll be going back to Ximen to shop again.

i guess that's about it for today....took like 2 hours+ to edit de photos, upload, and blog....oh ya harold narrated most of the content of the post, while i add some comments here and there. sorry for the lousy organization again. there're like 100+ photos can!!

2006-11-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

Day 4

Today we went to a 17 storey shopping mall. We went to the bookshop there and bought a few books using the book vouchers Arthur's mom gave us.

Haha today is a good day because we bought 2 international bestsellers, Elizabeth Kostova’s The Historian and Khaled Hosseini’s The Kite Runner. With these books, the 4 hours plus ride to Taipei on Thursday will be much more fun. Haha. After shopping, we went to watch The Prestige. Yes yes yes it’s very late but how can you blame us? We were busy studying for exams when the show was out. Haha. The theatre was the same standard as those in Singapore. Actually, I knew the entire plot and story already, so I was trying to spoil it for Arthur. The show was great and it’s a bit scary that the guy killed himself every night. Arthur is actually quite sharp because he spotted were actually twins. He said they have the same smile.

After the show, we walked to a famous night market selling clothes and bags etc. There wasn't many people at that place, which was good news for us. After a while, I realised that the things they sold were the same in every shop and it got very tiring after a while. Sorry, we’re not seasoned shoppers that go shopping for like 5 hours non-stop. Haha. We didn’t really buy much, I got a Bermudas and Arthur got a shirt and coat. His mom said that he looked like a girl in the coat because he looked so thin. We shopped for about 2 hours and took a bus to some terminal. We were lucky and the bus came in 3 minutes. After that, we got off at the terminal and we met his dad, who was also waiting for the same bus. How coincidental. The second bus came in like 3 seconds. The supposedly 1 hour plus bus journey took less than half an hour. Wow. The bus can’t be compared to Singapore, but it’s not that bad either. His mom picked us up from the bus stop and we grabbed some food from 7-11.

Taiwanese love convenience stores. There are like zillions of convenience shops around. Every 50 metres you can see a shop. Arthur says because you can pay bills, buy food and receive letters there. Anyway, we ate some seaweed rice thing that was really delicious. It’s probably due to the fact that we didn’t eat dinner because his mom bought so much popcorn for us during the movie. Oh, the transportation system in Taiwan is not as well developed as Singapore and people travel mostly by motorbikes. The traffic rules are not very strict either and motorcycles can move even though its red light...

I think my English is getting worst because I don’t even want to read what I wrote. I bet its rubbish and grammatically incorrect, but its supposed to be casual. But whatever, its late already so goodnight.

2006-11-27T11:15:00.000+08:00

Day 2

Today is a Saturday and we woke up early to go cycling at the nearby lake, Chenqing Lake. The lake is big and we went up a pagoda to take some photos, but the morning fog and sun made the pictures bad. We cycled around the lake and we saw some Japanese tourists at the nine-cornered bridge. That’s out of point. The scenery is similar to the Xihu in Suzhou, which is supposedly breathtaking.

Following that, we went back to his house to slack for a while and we basically watched tv and played computer. In Taiwan they have over a hundred free channels, including HBO, ESPN and all the other cable channels in Singapore. No wonder Arthur says Taiwanese enjoy watching tv.

At 5 we left the house and Arthur went to pick up his tutor from Singapore, who was holidaying with her husband. Meanwhile, I went to church and it was really like Singapore, only thing everything was in mandarin. There were many foreigners there, including an Italian family with 11 children and a Spanish family with 10 children. Wow. If that isn’t impressive enough, they all speak fluent mandarin. If you heard them talking over the phone, you would definitely think they’re native speakers. It’s probably due to the fact that they have stayed in Taiwan for almost 20 years. Thus, we see that environment really plays a big part.

After church, Arthur’s mom picked me up and we headed off to Liuhe Night Market, which is a famous tourist spot. It’s the biggest night market in Kaoshiung. The main attraction is the food.

ppl mountain ppl sea....

I could smell the cho tofu when walking past the stalls and it really lives up to its name. Gosh, it’s damn smelly la. DAMN SMELLY. It smells like rotten egg dumped in a rubbish bin. Haha I haven’t tried it yet, but Arthur says he will force me to eat it. We eat some noodles, similar to hor fun, but the sauce was really sweet. Perhaps Taiwanese like their food sweet. There were lots of bbq stalls selling sotong and crabs.

oh ya there's this fried ice cream thing which i thought was quite cool

=.="

It was very crowded and is like other night markets around the world. It was quite hot and I forgot to mention that the weather is the same as Singapore. The temperature is about 26 degrees Celsius and it’s almost as humid as Singapore. We also ate some fried mushrooms and fried ice cream.

We left the night market and went to a steamboat restaurant to eat. There are two soups, one spicy and the other non-spicy.

Me, my mom, lynn and charles

The food was great and the non-spicy soup was really nice. It seems like we're eating a lot here. Haha. Eventually, we reached his house at about 1 am. So, we slept after showering and I’m actually writing this on Sunday in the afternoon because we woke up quite late and we’re slacking now. After this, we’re going to watch Pride, the ice hockey show, on DVD.
PRIDE!! oh ya i bought this set of DVD in de night market for $200 NT, which is $10 Sing. hahahaha shiok. all the 11 episodes were compressed in a disk with the nano technology. cool right. and the quality is actually not bad.

Bye.

Day 3

After writing the journal for Day 2, I watched about 4 episodes of Pride while Arthur was playing some Taiwanese computer game. Then we went to sleep and woke up to eat dinner with his parents and cousin while his brother stayed at home to mug for exams. We went to this posh restaurant. Well actually it’s two restaurants, Muddy Waters and Mamamia. They’re both run by the same company and we ate at Mamamia, which is an Italian restaurant.
MAMANIA!

the decoration here is very nice.

lol.

Harold, me, my pap, mom and my cousin!

ill gay

We also took some pictures there. The food was good, well all the food that I’ve eaten here tastes good. After that we were supposed to go to another night market to go shopping but it was too late as the market closes at 1030. I forgot to mention that there was lightning in the sky. It isn’t usual lightning if not I wouldn’t be telling you. It was really scary and very bright. Later we found out that there was a thunderstorm approaching. Rain is a rare occurrence, or so my guide Arthur tells me. We dropped off to buy some food and drinks in preparation for the Man U-Chelsea match, but Taiwanese people do not watch soccer. Sighs so we’re stuck here at 1 am with nothing to watch. What a waste. We saw the advertisement on TV that said the match was at 11.55 but looks like we were fooled. Sians. So it’s really boring and we’re going to do something else, but I don’t know what. Night.

2006-11-25T15:18:00.001+08:00

To View the Chinese words, please go to VIew--Encoding--More--Chinese(BIG5)

成熟是--

一種明亮而不刺眼的光輝
一種圓潤而不膩耳的音響
一種不再需要對別人察顏觀色的從容
一種終於停止向周圍申訴求告的大氣
一種不理會哄鬧的微笑
一種洗刷了的淡漠
一種無須聲張的厚實
一種並不陡峭的高度

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　－余秋雨－　　　　　　　　　　

2006-11-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

heloO!!! i reached Kaoshiung alady!!! i'm with harold now. for these days both Harold and me will be blogging, so if you see those post with better english and expression, it must be him. haha. yup so Harold will start off for today.

Day 1

Welcome to Taiwan. The land which Chiang Kai Shek fled to. Oh well I’ll spare you the history details. Today is the first day and we hopped onto China Airlines for a 4 hour ride. Arthur and I watched Tokyo Drift and I was listening to my ipod as well as looking out the window. I sat at the window seat by the way. The sunset was really quite nice.

We reached Kaoshiung International Airport at 6.50. The first thing that we noticed was that the signs were inverted. I thought that it was because the advertisers didn’t pay up but Arthur came up with a hypothesis that it wasn’t time yet to put up the advertisements. The airport was small, nothing compared to Changi, but we shouldn’t go on comparing because every city is different.

We rendezvoused with his younger brother and mother then headed off to eat. Haha fancy us eating after having dinner on the plane. Anyway Kaoshiung is very different from Singapore. Firstly, there aren’t many high rise buildings as compared to Singapore. Next, there aren’t many street lamps around. So the roads are almost bathed in darkness. It reminds me of Malaysia because of the small roads and the roadside signs. It’s a bit like taking a ride through Geylang at night. Then, we went to toilet bowl restaurant to eat. Yea! You heard it right! Toilet bowl restaurant. What the right? Hahaha. So it’s a themed restaurant.

You sit on toilet bowls and they serve you food in like toilet bowls.

Haha they even have the vegetable saucers shaped as buttcheeks. The food was quite good, although mine tasted vaguely like Indian curry due to the beef and potato. The ice cream was shaped as poo. Seriously, but it had two layers, one brown and one white, which tasted like milk. It was nice and the ambience was refreshing and ingenious. I’ve never seen anything like that before.

Me and Arthur's Brother, Murphy

this is really spastic..

oops..

Following that, we got into the car and drove to arthur’s house and there’s nothing more interesting about that.

Arthur's house!

Arthur's cat--xiao ai

So its 11.20 now and its time to sleep. Night.

2006-11-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

hey hey!

here i am again.

went to marina square today with my primary sch frens! it's hilarious, as usual. haha. watched the battle wits togther. but i thought the movie was sub-standard. the music wasn't very nice, the directing was lousy ,the thole story was so predictable, and the settings were not stylish...zzz. the only thing i liked was Andy Lau's costume. very babylonian and stylish.

AND WE FINALLY GOT TO TAKE PICTURES TOGETHER!!!! you know, since primary 6 until now, we've never taken a picture togther, until today. haha. the only picture that contains all of us was our graduation picture, which i have lost...

so that's ronson, aikwee, shiyun, amanda, michelle, and me! yupp and this is qian bian eggy, kind ron, the always-laughing-for-no-reason shiyun, siao siao amanda, cute cute michelle and arthur. LOL.

amanda and shiyun went to raffles place for a job interview at night. and they didn't even know wad job they were interviewing for!!!like wad de hell. eggy, ronson and me were all so worried that they would get conned, so we followed them all the way to that place to make sure that they were all safe n sound. so after the job interview, they still didn't know wad they were doing......so i was like =.=" the only thing shiyun knew was that her church fren(who introduced them to this job) was earning $2400 a month being a 17 year old....very gullible sia.

i always feel so relaxed and comfortable with them de. like i can laugh and talk cock without any worries. probably it's because shiyun and amanda's laughters are always so cute and infectious, probably because we only meet up once in a while, or probably it's because we're frens since primary sch, the time when we were all still innocent and genuine. hah. i think it's all of them. really love this bunch of frens.

juz been told that my uncle ( ok this guy is my grandpa's younger brother's son. and he's going sec 1 next year...lol) got 229 for his PSLE...which was way below his expection of 240....hai. now he can only go GanEngSeng or smth...

on the other hand, i juz completed my PAE. so my choices were

1. SA science
2. SA arts
3. AJ science
4. AJ arts
5. CJ science
6. CJ arts

from wad i got for prelim, 14- (CCA 1)-(HCL 2)-(first 3 months 2)= 9. so i should be safe for SA. but wad if both SA n AJ don't take me? that means i'll end up in no where cos CJ's principal, brother paul came to our sch and had a speech, saying that he would rather take a 16 pointer who put CJ as de first choice rather than a 12 pointer who put CJ as the 6th choice....zzz...nvm lo at most go holiday for 3 months =.="

the 435 chalet was fun. although i was the only person who's not from 435, but i know like 80% of the class...so i was invited there lo. wee played soccer, tennis, PS2, talk cock and lotsa stuff. haha. i bought a big bottle of Absolute Kurant for everyone, in the end we only drank like 1/4 cos the dry shots were too strong. so i brought de rest home....lol. 77 bucks. yeah we talked our hearts out n all...really had a great time. thanks guys!!

i'm leaving for taiwan on friday! and i'll only be back on probably 20+ december ba. don't miss me too much! haha. tell me if you guys wan anything from taiwan. preferably local food instead of gold bars n diamonds k?

this hair nice ya? but so beng...

past participle

2006-11-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

haha. it's all over.

get ready your chips and coke for a long post!

hmm...not being arrogant or over self-confident lah. but seriously i think that it was not a hard exam when compared to our sch's prelim. well well, afterall it's juz an ordinary level examination. ok i shall write down my review on each and every subject so that i can have some mental preparedness when i'm about to receive my results.

English: B3
the compo i did was average, hope can get some safe marks can alady. the compre was easy though. but it's cambridge exam eh...i think the standard for english is very high right....so i'll juz aim for a three.

Chinese: A1
yay my first A1.

Higher Chinese: A1
come on man, everyone said that it was as HARD as an express chinese paper. later come out if i don't get a one can go tiao lo alady...

A maths: A1
hmm paper one was easy, paper two was ok. but i got one whole long question wrong alady. so let's pray that the rest of the questions i did were all correct, and that everyone else did badly!!! haha gimme A1 please!

E maths: A1
wg told me that the mark for A1 last year was 93....uh. that demoralised me. lol. but should be able to get A1 lah...

History: B3
the paper that was supposed to either make me or break me. unfortunately, it was the first. i spent 2 whole weeks juz preparing for history 2158, and if i would have spent the time on other subjects, i think i will be scoring all A1s alady, seriously. our teacher-in-charge Ms Mara was so sad that she cried after the paper. hai. damn the ppl who set the hardest paper in the recent 20 years. but we know, we've all tried our very best. pray for me, please.

Combine humans: B4
uh i wasn't supposed to be counting on this subject since i had history which was (supposed to be) a guaranteed A1. so....don't expect much from this....hmm i alady knew i will regret for not studying this subject which i can actually finish within 3 days. however, i never knew that i would regret SO much for not studying it as the questions that came out were exactly wad our sch teachers had spotted. hai. nvm don wanna talk about it le.

Physics: A1
my physics have been quite ok all along, but somehow my chemistry score is always higher than physics......but i'm quite confident this time since i've completed my practical and papers well. i love physics much more than chem

Chemistry: A2
since my chem hasn't been very good all along, i'll juz aim an A2 first. the MCQ was like quite hard lah....but fortunately the paper 2 was ok.

so my L1R5 will probably be
HCL+AM+EM+PHY+CHEM+HISTORY
which hopefully can total up to 9 points? that should be able to get me into VJ or NJ. cool.

so far i haven't felt the post exam emptiness yet. probably because i've been playing none stop since the last paper. haha

first it was KBOXING!!!!! wen to the kbox in cine on thursday night with wg, yy and tania. the session started at 8 and ended at 4. ya. there's no typo. haha, we actually sang for 8 hours. only one word to describe it: shiok. haha.by the time we came out of kbox, there were only 4 of us on the whole of orchard road. yes ONLY 4 of us. then we went for breakfast at mac and went home after that. so i have been awake for 24 hours continuously. haha only if i have this kinda stamina for studying man.

photos!

ill why do i look like a ghost with SINGLE EYELIDS?
ok this is much better

told you there were no one there. we were literally walking on ORCHAR ROAD.

liberation!

aiyo why so blur. the taxi uncle take for us one lah. nvm the idea is there...

yup so i reached home at 5+ and slept till 12. went to immigration to renew my passport and then went down to VIVO CITY! it's really like super big lah and it was ppl mountain ppl sea there. there's an open area on the 3rd level and it felt like it's ground floor up there cos the whole area is like chao big. basically you can find any shops in vivo.

was supposed to meet skye n sam they all at about 5, but they made me wait till like 7. my hp battery died, my ipod battery died, and my legs were so tired after walking vivo city 2 rounds. i was damn pissed. and dno wad drove me to buy a 10 dollar phone card in order to contact sam....ya so they finally showed up after my 4 hour wait. zzz. caught casino royal at 9:45. nice. the whole plot was very unpredictable and the movie is fast-paced. still got so many movies to catch!

you can actually see the port and many big crusiers at vivo. nice nice. and there was this mono rail transportation system which i thought was damn cool.yay!guess wad are these. and whether they're real.

woOhoO so today went to queensway with sam n sky again to get our new boots. walked around and compared the prices. i didn't know that the shoes were really sososo much cheaper than other places in singapore. generally all the shops are selling boots at 2/3 of the retailed market price. like WOW. shiok. eventually we decided to but from the shop "salom and sons" which was opened by an ex sji boy. so he gave us a bit of further discount...like 5 dollars or smth. i bought a pair of mercurial vapour the second grade one, a new ball and a pair of shin guards. probably will join irwin they all tml to test my new boots. can't wait man!!

yeah so i guess that's about it. cheers guys!

pride

2006-11-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

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太在乎, 就什麼都得不到

不像讀書考試一樣，對於一個人的追求

並不是你付出的越多，得到的回報就會越大

如果把你的給予當橫軸，別人的回應當縱軸畫成曲u

你會發現邊際遞減率在一個定值之後以非常不可思議的速度上升

為什麼，我每天打電話對她噓寒問暖，得到的只是冷漠的回應？

為什麼，在一群朋友出去玩的時候，她總是對我特別疏遠？

為什麼，即使我竭盡所能的對她好，卻仍無法在她心中擁有一丁點應得的地位？

我說

"太在乎，就什麼也得不到”

當你太在乎一個人的時候，你的心裡能裝的下的東西就變少了

滿腦子想的都是她，無時無刻都在想能為她做些什麼

於是，你喪失了自我，成為一個為別人而活的人。

你不再有自己的生活，不再有和對方不一樣的地方

每說一句話，你都小心翼翼，期待能夠有好的回應

每做一件事，你都考慮再三，希望她能夠被你感動

然後你會發現

聊天的話題好像變少了

相處不在像從前當朋友般的開心自在

她隨口說出的一句話，網誌上的一篇心情

可以牽動你全身的神經，有時讓你開心不已，

但大部分的時候卻是讓你魂不守舍一整天。

隨之而來的，是她開始感受到壓力

生命是一種很容易適應變化的東西

如同把雙腳泡在熱水中，不一會兒就從有點燙變成舒適的溫暖

一開始你對她好，感覺是很鮮明，很強烈的

會很開心，會很感激

但如果頻率太高，強度太大

就好像坐在按摩椅上太久一般

舒服的感覺不見了，

取而代之的是想要好好靜一下的需要。

如果這時還繼續強求下去

最後的結局就是發卡甚至被討厭。

"欲擒故縱才是最高明的技巧"

大概大家聽到耳朵都爛了吧。

你知道，我知道，可是就是做不到。

沒有辦法不對她好。

當我們越是在乎一個人的時候，越難拿捏自己的分寸

不是對她好到無以復加，就是賭氣強迫自己疏離耍自閉。

所以，最簡單的方法，就是不去在意。

對自己好一點，努力追尋自己的理想

不斷的充實自己，為自己的將來做準備

功課不夠好嗎？去圖書館多K一些書吧

人長的不夠帥嗎？去健身房把自己變成陽光形男吧

嫌自己口才不佳，進對應退不夠圓滑，那麼參加社團磨練一番吧

這些事情，夠你忙的了

然後，把她放在你心中的優先順序的第二位，甚至第三位

會發現，一切都變簡單了

不是說兩個人就一定會有結果

而是你開始可以跳脫這個泥沼，用更客觀精準的眼光

看待彼此之間的關係

不再動不動就心情低落，不再被對方牽著鼻子走。

因為你知道，世界不是由她構成的。

即使失敗了，也還有很多值得去追尋的目標。

然後，珍惜兩個人相處的時光

在一起的時候，可以用盡全部的力氣去對她好，讓她如沐春風

而平常的時候，則是為自己的目標付出百分之百的努力，不為了別人，只為了自己。

很輕鬆的，你不用在煩惱什麼時候該對她好，怎樣增加相處的機會。

順其自然，你絕對會被珍惜，而不會被當作理所當然。
最後

成功了，恭喜，有情人終成眷屬。

失敗了，有點遺憾，也許是不適合，或許是沒緣分。

但無論如何，你都是贏家。

因為你又成長了:)

2006-11-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

this thing is quite accurate, at least for me and the frens that i know. try it!

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree

TREES (in alphabetical order)

>Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

>Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love
and much emotional support.

>Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

>Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant,friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

>Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others,
>has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

>Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
>well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

>Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to
gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

>Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

>Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

>Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest,
>talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

>Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

>Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

>Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working,
>accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to
use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

>Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

>Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

>Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

>Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

>Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good
organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

>Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- Vivacous, full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, extremely passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

>Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

>Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams,
>attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

2006-11-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

incase you're wondering wad's this weird song i'm playing,

it's called "dedication", sung by Vitas, who's a Russian.

he's a MALE SOPRANO as the range of his voice stretches from a male one, and exceeds a female's. mad right.

this song might sound scary, or weird initially. but after awhile, you'll be addicted to it, juz like me....

6 more days guys

FIGHTING!!

2006-11-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

history world affairs.

this subject which only sji offers in the whole singapore

this subject which maintained a 100% distinction for the past 5 years.

and this year, the record is gonna stop, as the paper was the hardest ever in the recent 20 years.

screw it man. i spent whole 2 weeks studying juz for this subject. WHOLE 2 WEEKS, which i could have spent on revising other subjects. and if i would have spent that 2 weeks on my combine humanities and maths and sciences, i think i will be a 6 pointer alady.

but, all these can't be reversed anymore.

so all i can do now is work trebly hard for my maths and sciences.

come'on guys. 7 more days and this pain will be over.

FIGHTING!!!

oh ya anyone wanna watch S.H.E concert and Phantom of The Opera musical next year?

nil desperandum

2006-11-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

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haven't blogged in chinese for so long alady haha.

oh ya i've added my wishlist, can go n check it out.

一路走來或許這樣子的距離雖最遠也是最近的

時常依賴時常也受到她的幫助

連自己認識她到現在我們還能夠一直那麼好也感到驚訝

她的確存在這個時空中但卻不在我的空間裡

但當你開啟你的Msn 她總是一直都在與你分享你的心情喜怒哀樂

不用顧慮很多不用想到什麼既自在又能保有個人隱私

或許就是隔了這一道能夠讓彼此分享更多秘密

如果解開了這道鎖或許之間的情感會變得更脆弱也說不定

我覺得這輩子能夠認識到她就已經是此生最大的收穫了

或許,這就是世界上最遠的距離吧

blah. if you have time, and that your chinese standard is there, try this poem. * ones are my favs.

世界上最遠的距離

世界上最遠的距離不是生與死
而是我站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你 *

世界上最遠的距離不是我站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你
而是愛到痴迷卻不能說我愛你

世界上最遠的距離不是我不能說我愛你
而是想你痛徹心肺卻只能深埋心底

世界上最遠的距離不是我不能說我想你
而是彼此相愛卻不能在一起 *

世界上最遠的距離不是彼此相愛卻不能在一起
而是明知道真愛無敵卻裝作毫不在意 *

世界上最遠的距離不是樹與樹的距离
而是同根生長的樹枝而無法在風中相依

世界上最遠的距離不是樹枝無法相依
而是相互了望的星星卻沒有交匯的軌跡

世界上最遠的距離不是星星之間的軌跡
而是縱然軌跡交匯卻在轉瞬無處尋覓

世界上最遠的距離不是瞬間便無處尋覓
而是尚未相遇便注定無法相聚

世界上最遠的距離不是尚未相遇便注定無法相聚
而是魚與飛鳥的距离, 一個在天，一個卻深潛海底*

Love yourself before you love anyone
Be yourself before you be there for anyone

2006-10-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

rooney scored a hat trick against bolton!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn zai lah.
he scored 3 goals in a match after not scoring for 10 matches. haha wonder boy rooney!!!!!!!

i'm so high lah.

fighting guys!!! HCL on monday. good luck to my fellow HCL schoolmates n mer n grace n eggy n amanda n shiyun n all those ppl i know!!!! lol i sound like i'm making a dedication on radio....

only you can save yourself.

2006-10-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

STOP. don't read further. this post is rubbish.

was having a coffee break in coffeebean with sam and bai yesterday and heard this song, "If you leave me now" by Chicago. it sounds so old. haha but who cares, it's nice. oh yeah it's one of the songs in alot like love also.

wondering, juz thinking, if one person's exterior really represents how a person he/she really is. usually i'll dress up (as in wear like nice, presentable clothes) even when i go to the library. i wear long sleeve shirts and jeans to de library not because i wanna pose, but because the library is usually quite cold. so that day bai said " wah wear so nice for wad, attract gals ah?" so it drove me thinking, is it possible that i dress up to look good? or even to attract gals, like wad bai said.

yes. i believe to some extent is true. ai don need source evidence to support lah. but, so wad if i can attract gals? if they're gals who are interested in your exterior rather than your character, then i wouldn't even wanna know them. imagine your gf is one who likes your punkish clothes and fancy hairstyle instead of one which likes you as a whole person.

shit i'm talking rubbish. anyways, so how are we suppose to attract gals with substance? wear da bian clothes? i dno also. BAH. stop thinking of this and go mug lah! (ok i'm more like talking to myself)

this is the son of a famous politician in taiwan. 連勝文 and his wife. i almost fainted in front of the TV when i saw his wife lah. damn chio and classy!!!!! omg like totally the type i want. she's damn smart also, she's got some Chemistry master in some famous US university. ahhhhhh kill me. where to find this type of gals sia. only in the UPPER CLASS of the society can you find.

ok she might not look that gorgeous here, but her real person is..................perfect. i rarely use this word btw.

BAH!

2006-10-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

went to hawpar villa in celebration of my birthday. there's a restaurant with a museum of chinese culture. haha i took so many pics. and the food there was really nice, and expensive...

nah let the pictures speak. sorry my photo's graphics aren't very good. ...
Arthur:" hey you're sitting on your dog"
Lady: " oh izit? i thought that that was a cushion"
Arthur:" you look gorgeous today"
Lady: " but you don't"
if can't see, the words on the wall actually says girl for sale.
my uncle and my cousin. yes he's not very tall.
Ah Meng: "you're gonna get 6 points for Os."
Arthur: " bullocks lah it's 3 points."

wad u looking at ah aunty.
HE! i juz slashed a snake.my cousin..
traditional chinese kitchen

retro.

i love this pic. but lol why ah gong expression always so stern one...

went to various schs for their open houses these 2 days. and i actually managed to go 4 schs in a day. pro right.met efof in the morning. and we realize that we were the only ones wearing sch U. omg lah . but nvm our sch U looks nice wad. and we look smart n decent in sji sch U.

went to RJ on friday. the sch's very new and campus is quite big. the pupils looked confident and smart. and they have a really really cool librarym juz like those you can find in the harry potter series. it's chao big and comfortable. and they've got one whole room of DVDs that you can rent. i saw "crying out love in the centre of the world" on the shelf. the gals look smart, and with elegance. ahh you know wad i'm talking about. oh btw i saw yinwei and clara from campus superstar..

went SA first. attended their principal talk and watched a video on SA. wow it was really impressive. the kinda bonding and spirit they have was really close to sji. the atmosphere's good, sporty, friendly and outgoing ppl. in addition, there uniform looks really nice especially with the tie. second favourite apart from RJ uni. SA gals are chio. haha those sporty and hot type that you'll like one lah. anyways, if not considering about the academic results, i'll definitely go sa. but too bad, JCs are for studying. lol.

following that, ACJC. it totally sucked. i dno whether it's because we're wearing sch U and that ACS ppl despise us or some other reason, we were not being welcomed at all. not a single person actually attended to to or brought us around. my impression was that the whole sch was very cold and independent. well well, probably it's juz because ACS is our rival sch ba. so AC is out of my list.

next stop, VJ. we had a chao "ji dong" welcome by de ppl there lah. as we walked through the pathway, there were ppl saying " welcome to VJ!!" and cheering non stop lah. lol. we didn't stay there for long though. i felt that the sch community was rather vibrant and friendly too. heard from my tutor that VJ students are smart workers, so i'll consider it as one of my choice.

NJ marked the end of our long and eventful day. ok i was DISCRIMINATED AGAINST the first moment i stepped into the sch. while we were collecting the goodie bag, this gal XX gave sam one, while i was like waiting for mine for like 10 seconds, but she still didn't give me one. so i said : " hey can i have one too?" then this gal gave me a stare which made me feel really uncomfortable and then said : " uh are u really from SJI or you're from some other JC trying to steal our goodie bag?" then i was like " @#$%^&*(.... huh??? ya i'm really from SJI..." only then did she gave me one with another sharp stare. zzz.

well we didn't tour aroundthe whole sch but juz checked out certain parts. hmm i think that they're a decent and guai group of students. but somehow the "nerdy" impression was still stuck in my mind. but lynn has been telling how good NJ is also...well well....

so here's my comparison for the various schs.

academic results: RJ>VJ>NJ>AC>SA (no doubts)
spirit n bonding: SA>VJ>NJ>RJ>AC (SA chao good)
uniform: RJ>SA>NJ>NJ>AC (yes i like holy white)
gals=.= : RJ>SA>NJ>?? (personal liking...）
sch facility: RJ>SA>NJ>?? (RJ's new and good)

my overall rating will be
RJ: 9/10
VJ: 7/10
SA: 6.5/10
NJ: 5.5/10
AC 3.14/10

yeah. but afterall, we're there to study, so studies should be the priority.

6 points!!!!!

fighting guys.

2006-10-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to Arthur
happy birthday to me

don feel like 18 at all. i'm wondering if i'll still look like 16 when i'm 26 =.="

thanks for all who remembered my birthday(you're supposed to)
thanks for all de wishes( i really appreciate them)
thanks for all the presents(come somemore come)

now i can buy alcohol, but cigarette, watch M 18 shows, learn driving, go clubbing, and click "yes, i'm above 18, ENTER" without feeling gulity. LOLOLOL
ok i don't think i'll be blogging often anymore as i'll try n cut down as much much distraction as

possible from now until the 16th of nov. so if you feel like reading, you can actually go read my sept entires all over again. you might find smth special. also recommended, wg and mer's blog. they write with substance.

last battle. come on give all you can. for the moment,forget about the com, forget about the tv, forget about the soccer ball, forget about her. FIGHTING!!!

i wanna get drunk on the 16th nov.

did you remember?

2006-10-07T00:50:00.000+08:00

this is my 200th post.

haven't blogged in years. izit that i've got nth to blog? no time to blog? probably it's because noone's reading them? zzz.

none.

it's because i've got so much to say that i dno how to arrange my thoughts and put them into words.

last week. 5 days. in SJI. time passes darn fast. i don't wanna say "now wad's left are sweet memories that we once posessed. " because the memories will remain forever. the footsteps we left in the campus.

it's mid autumn festival today, but i can't feel any festival atmosphere at all. i missed the times when i was at taiwan. i would be having BBQ with my family members, chatting, and most importantly, playing with FIRE CRACKERS!!! haha. it's super super fun. you can nv imagine how fun it is if you've nv tried before.

and now i'm all alone at home. with my uncle and aunty quaralling in the living room. hai. wad a day. and i can't even see the moon due to the damn haze. the news report in taiwan said the the full moon this year is the largest and roundest in 9 years!! and i can't get to see it. zzz.

i've graduated from SJI. went to pizzahut for a class gathering for the first time in 2 years. how ironic, our first class gathering had to be on our graduation day. took sooo many photos with my frens and classmates that day. photos!!

retarded me

insane ruben and emo randall..

why do i always look spastic

ex 204+ Mr Tung

EFOF+Mr Chen+ sportaman of the year BAIRONG!

EFOF+ our fav teacher Mara!

EFOF forever!

was on our wat to ps on the bus when 4 transexuals came onto the bus and freaked all of us out. this was taken before they board...find me!

after our first class gathering at pizzahut!

422, 2006. i'm gonna miss everything.

this is one of the popular songs we use in taiwan during graduation seasons. nice.

祝福

作詞：丁曉雯　作曲：郭子　編曲：王豫民

不要問　不要說　一切盡在不言中
這一刻　偎著燭光　讓我們靜靜的渡過
莫揮手　莫回頭　當我唱起這首歌　怕只怕　淚水輕輕的滑落
願心中　永遠留著我的笑容　伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬

幾許愁　幾許憂　人生難免苦與痛
失去過　才能真正懂得去珍惜和擁有
情難捨　人難留　今朝一別各西東　冷和熱　點點滴滴在心頭
願心中永遠留著我的笑容　伴你走過每一個春夏秋冬

傷離別　離別雖然在眼前　說再見　再見不會太遙遠　
若有緣　有緣就能期待明天　你和我重逢在燦爛的季節

不要問　不要說　一切盡在不言中
這一刻　偎著燭光　讓我們靜靜的渡過
莫揮手　莫回頭　當我唱起這首歌
願心中　留著笑容　陪你渡過　每一個春夏秋冬

2006-09-24T02:45:00.000+08:00

manu juz drew with Reading. damn it.

there's like a invisible wall between us. i can see you, but i can't feel you. i can be as close to you, but i can't reach you. no matter how hard i try, it was to no avail. you can feel my existence, but can't feel my heart. so all i could do was to look at you behind the mirror. we live in different worlds, so even though there are connections, they're disconnected and encrypted. so all i could do was to watch you behind the mirror. but if i can see the smile on your face, probably i'll juz walk away without you knowing.

Lines ever more unclear
I'm not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear

Oh, crystal ball, crystal ball
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh, crystal ball, hear my song
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong
So put me where I belong

I don't where I am
And I don't really care
I look myself in the eye
There's noone there
I fall upon the earth
I call upon the air
But all I get is the same old vacant stare

it's gonna be a long night.

2006-09-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

v for vendetta.

i don't think i can ever find a movie as nice as it.

watched it for the third time today. and went to search for some of its classic lines. i love them.

this is wad v said when he first appeared.

"Viola! In view a humble vaudivillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victimand villain by the vestitutes of fate. This visage, no mere vinear vanity isa vestige of the vox populi now vacant, vanished. However, this valorousvisitation of a bygone fixation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquishthese venal and and vidilant vermin vanguarding vice and vouch saving theviolently vicious and voracious violation of vorasure... The only verdict isvengance, a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value andvoracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.Verrily this viciousuage of verbage veers most verbose, so let me simply addthat it's my very good honor to meet you, and you may call me 'V' "

-VI VERI VENIVERSUM VIVUS VICI
this is in latin, which meant "By the power of Truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe"

-Artists used lies to tell the truth, while politicians used them to cover the truth up.

-I dare do all that may become a man. Who dares do more is none

-The time has come for me to meet my Maker, and to repay him in kind for all that he s done.

-People shouldn’t be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people.

-Beneath this mask there is more than flesh.Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr.Creedy,and ideas are bulletproof.

aren't them sexy.

oh ya and i HAVE to read this book if i have time.
Le Comte de Mount-Crist, or in english, The Count Of Monte Cristo.
does anyone have? lend me please.

2006-09-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

another lovely friday night.

woke up at around 10+ today cos i slept at 3 am the previous day. lol. met wg and his 3 other frens at bishan to catch "the host". ok i think it sucks. firstly, tell me wad kinda movie it was supposed to be? scary show? funny show? i can't seem to see the main idea the movie was trying to convey. if you were to say that it's a scary show, it's not scary at all. if you were to say that it was a commedy, it wasn't that funny either. all i saw was a substandardly animated monster running around on the street. the director tried to add in elements of humour, but failed to send the message through. zzz. sucks.

oh ya the banquet wasn't that good too. the music wasn't fantastic at all, the story line wasn't planned properly, the acting was lousy. probably the characters' costumes and the setting of the movie were the only things that appealed to me.

had dinner at the food function at J8. haven't been there for quite some time alady. wg and i was talking and one of his frens asked me if i was a local. i said no. afterwards, yy asked me if i was from CHINA. zzz. sinagporeans usually misunderstood ppl who speak chinese with foreign accent for china ppl....well i don't blame them. but...i juz don like it when ppl think that i'm from china. lol. don't u guys know where's taiwan?!

took a long bus ride home. i love lengthy night bus rides. i can find a comfy seat at the righthand back of the bus and have a good nap. i'll usually take off my spects at times like this. the light spots on the street seem to turn into luminous circular objects. heh i dno how to describe. but i love the scene. indulging in my mp3 music and looking at the world passing by. and i nv fail to realise how beautiful sinagpore is at night. fullerton hotel, explanade, the business towers at raffles place. everything seems so mesmerizing. yeah i love it.

two more days before the final battle starts. enjoy.

2006-09-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

" i'll always be there for you"

then who's gonna be there for them?

i've been thinking, thinking about lotsa stuffs. probably it's my post exam emptiness.

imagine you're a super nice fren to everyone. you're always so positive, so optimistic. ppl always turn to you when they have problems. you can't bare to say "no" when they turn to you. in the end, you're the one who suffers the most. because you're so nice that everyone look for help from you. they confess to you, pour out their unhappiness. and you take in all of them. so who's gonna be there for you? you can solve everyone's problems, except your own ones.

you have to put up a strong image in front of your frens, as they expect you to be the best. you put up a smile even when you're in pain. you keep all your troubles to yourself, cos noone can help you.

well. i guess it's juz isn't easy to be a nice person. but it's worthwhile.

2006-09-21T09:58:00.001+08:00

wow.

prelims are over. doesn't feel like it though. i've been going to the library to study consecutively for about 3 weeks (ok lah except one day..) the amount of things to study is really overwhelming. moreover, even though you might have completed studying chemistry a month ago, you'll forget about 30% of the things to study a month later. so it makes it really difficult to completely finish the whole syllabus. you'll have to study, revise, study revise again and again.

now it's all over. i'll have a break this weekend. the next exam is the determinant. it's about a month away, so i guess if i continue this pace till O levels, my results shall be satisfactory. hope that i can get like below 15 for my prelims? heh. play hard for the moment everyone!!!

this is the result of having too much stress. acupuncture. it's not as pain as you think lah.

the foam is so thick that the stirer can stand...

summer peach tea freeze!! my fav.

ok i'm going to meet my long-time-no-see-favourite-tutor-cum-best-fren now. bb!!

2006-09-15T16:19:00.000+08:00

for a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin , real life. But, there was always some obsacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinnished business, time still to be served or a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you share it with someone special, someone special enough to spend your time with. Make the most of your time. Don’t waste too much of your time studying, working, or stressing about something that seems important. Do what you want to do to be happy but also do what you can to make the people you care about happy.

Remember that time waits for no one. So stop waiting until you take your last test, until you finnish school, until you go back to school, until you have the perfect body, the perfect car, or whatever other perfect thing you desire.

Stop waiting until the weekend, when you can party or let loose, until summer, spring, fall or winter, until you find the right person and get married, until you die, until your born again, to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy.

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
So work like you don’t need the money,
Sing like no one's hearing and dance like no one’s watching.
Love like you have never been hurt, and live like it's the last day of your life.

2006-09-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

taken at suntec city after dinner. Eric, Anne, WG, JAvier and me.

go study le! blog more during the week end.

FIGHTING guys!!

2006-09-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

relationships are really priceless. be it with the opposite sex, friends, or family.

when i was young, my mom once told me that your genuine friends, are usually the once you knew from young. i totally believe in this, but not saying that the friends you make when you get older are hypocritical or wad. friends you knew from young will definitely knew wad kind of person you are. and they share memories with you. by the time you get to work in society, everything are no longer so simple. none of your friends now will judge you because of your background, your parents' jobs, the mark in front of your car (wow if u happen to have one). the relationship isn't built on a basis of benefits or interests. your friends now are juz your good friends. but after your left the campus, after you no longer wear your uniform, the word friend is spelt differently.

genuine friendships do not need to be voiced. it's unspoken consensus. even though they always insult you and mock at you, you know they nv mean it seriously. they're ppl who will wake up in the middle of the night to have a night walk with you; ppl who'll pon sch together with you juz because you say so; ppl who'll take the blame for you even though he has not done anything; ppl who will do all sorts of crazy stuffs you've nv imagined before with you; ppl who can confort you when you're down, and guide you when you're lost; ppl who you cry, laugh, and siao with; ppl who you don't need to worry if they still concern about you, because you know, they're always there.

treasure your friends. in the future, they're the ppl whom are going to drive the same type of ar as you, live in the same type of house, have similar values and interests. they're the only ones whom give you a sense of belonging, and feel not alone in this sophisticated world. you'll realise in the further run that, money can be earned again if they're lost, but friendships can't be built again if they're gone.

please remember, wad you lose now isn't only a friendship, but a period of youth, a continuation of trust, which you would rather have your friends pangsehing you a hundred times than losing it.

and i wish i had one

2006-09-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

i was at cine eating lunch with wg and anne yesterday, and i went up to sambawang to preorder my jay chou album. as we were walking along the second story, we passed by a gift shop which is juz deside the lift area. and it was playing songs which i have nv before, and it sounded like jay chou's voice. so i went into to have a clearer sound. and yes, they are songs from jay's new album. i was extremely angry as not only did they illegally downloaded jay chou's new album when it HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN PUBILISHED OFFICIALLY, they are playing it out loud in the public!! damn.

so after some discussion with wg and anne, i decided to take some actions. i went up to the ah beng-look-alike-stall-keeper and told straight into his face that wad he was doing was illegal. and being the CHAIRMAN OF ONE OF THE UNKNOWN JAY CHOU FAN CLUB IN SINGAPORE, i felt obligatory to ask him to stop playing the album. and i said if he wasn't going to stop, i would call the cops and sue him. he looks darn shocked after i talked to him. and started stammering that he would remove the music immediately.

yes. go preorder jay chou's album now and stop asking your friend to send you the songs. effing unappreciative bastards.

2006-09-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

i want to buy this pair of boots. sexy.

8 sept!!

a day to look forward to!!! zhen's coming back from england and jay's album is coming out!!! can't wait for both! well if u ask me i feel more excited about which one?? of course jay's album!! right zhen? lol.

fighting!!

2006-09-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all the teachers.

and happy birthday to mer!

fighting guys.

2006-08-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

i love friday nights.

it's gonna be another long day tml!! probably will study at the library from morning till dinner ba. fighting!!! my progress for the respective subjects are as the following:

a maths: 80%
e maths: 90%
physics: 50%
chem : 50%
history: 30%
combine humans: 5%..

still got a lot to study sia!!! hmm i guess i won't be able to finish all my hirstory syllabus by prelims, so i'll spot some questions. but by Os i must complete everything. hmm i dno if this is wise. but i'm juz concentrating on 6 subjects. others might be like C5 or smth.

we're making cranes for teachers recetly. how sweet right. i've folded like near a hundred alady. look at the smallest crane made by kaixiang.. and look at the comparison with the 10 cent coin.

we've had this talk last week. it's about our life journey, mainly about love and sex. it mentioned the topic about infatuation and love. i didn't know the word "crush" actually means that u have sexual desire towards another person. so is the word "infatuation". so i've been misinterpreting these words wrongly so quite some time.

it also talked about wad's true love. infatutaion is insecure. love is confident.infatuation is instant, and short-lived. love takes time to nurture, and it lasts. love is about giving yourself up for another individual's well-being and happiness.

sex.lust. pre-maritial sex. comdoms. studies show that condoms aren't 99% safe, but 85%. which means if u have sex for 10 times, there's once that it'll malfunction. and this possibility is quite high i guess. and the survey didn't even include possibilities of getting infected by STDs, which is even higher. so, "abstainess is the best", from zhen.

hmm. a significant number of ppl seem to be having relationship problems. a sincere advice from
me, be sure of wad u want, and you'll never regret. and be mindful of your priorities.

2006-08-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the last flagday i had to do for my secondary sch life. after collecting the can in the morning, went orchard library to study till about 3 before i went to collect donations. there were these two angmo chicks, they came up to me and said :
" uhmm can we have somemore stickers? we lost ours" then they *point point* to their chests.

i said:" well....if u donate again, you can get a few more stickers."

chicks: " awww you're really a nice man. alright i'll donate again" then she took out her wallet and as she was taking out her money, she asked me: " uh.. are u free to go out sometime??"

then i was like: *=.="* and said: " uh no...i'm sorry."

chicks: " awww you rejected me!~~" and then she took out 5 cent and put it into my can. then they took 4 stickers and left.....

lame. i bet they were having a dare or smth.

well well, went back to study again till around 7 before heading home for dinner. after that, went to jov's house for some home party. it was damn fun lah. got BBQ and lotsa CnH2nOH. jov's mom bought over 30 bottles of vodka whith various flavours..... then we also had some strong ones like ABSOLUTE which was 40% alcohol. we were like trying out different combinations. pepsi, 7up, coke, orange juice, mango juice with naka di coco,origina. my fav was the mix with coke.ah bai and cheokman were drunk.

ah bai with the best marshmellow of the night.

then he dropped it on the floor...

the 2 alcoholicks. you can see that ah bai is really drunk.

lol. i drank a little bit to make myself high. haha. jov drank the most but he didn't even feel anything!! throughout the whole night we were watching soccer, playing soccer, BBQing and making grilled marshmellow!!! damn nice!!

ah bai: " i wan somemore!! "

jov:" you're drunk! stop drinking"

ah bai:" where got! you see i can still count your fingers...1..2..3"

shawn posing with his drink!

shawn: " hey hey! this taste good"

30 bottles!!

a few ppl went home and about 7 persons stayed over. in the end we had a really wonderful chat(uh ok 50% is talk cock). you know i've been wondering, why do ppl like to drink so much. alcohol don't even taste good lah. then i've got some clues after yesterday night. sometimes ppl drink not because of the alcohol, but more of the atmosphere and the fun everyone is having. yeah somehow alcohol can juz drive you high and give you the carefree feeling. however, alcohol is a drug. an addictive drink. it'll do no benefit but only harms if it's taken too oftenly, or excessively. especially when we're still teenagers whose physique and mind are not matured yet.

Arthur:" hai alcohol is the source of all evil. stop drinking guys. all gimme."

ya so i guess we won't be having parties again till Os are over. by then we'll have some real crazy parties!!!

SJI rocks. and oh ya while talking about this, i juz remembered smth. while everyone were quite high yesterday night, we juz started to cheer some of our sch cheers spontaneously.....haha. yes SJI rocks a lot, especially when we only have less than 2 months left with SJI. treasure everything guys.

2006-08-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

a big THANK YOU to javier who helped me designed the whole new layout and a small thanks to wg who also helped in giving his professional comments.

i believe javier sacrificed HOURS to this this layout RIGHT? so really must thank him. probably give you a treat to caesars next time? ok set.

i love the skin man!! finally got navigations which will allow me to categorise my informations more clearly. i like the background, it's very sweet.(of course, i provided u with the picture!) and the intro which is very classy.

ok that's about it. time to go to bed. bb!

2006-08-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

my grandparents. they're both 80+ alady and still holding hands when walking. how sweet.

so much to study, so little time left. some ppl in my class alady completed the whole chem and A maths TYS! omg. i'm so far behind. i shouldn't be here. fighting guys.

2006-08-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

today was the release of chinese o level results. my class did well by obtaining the 2nd best class for the overall performance in the whole level. 10 persons got A1, 5 got A2s. the lowest was C5, no failures!! congrats to those who did well, you got wad you deserved. and i'm sorry for those who didn't do as well as expected. but if u have worked hard for it, at least you won't regret.

i appreciate your maturity and understanding. and i'll remember the times we had. thank you for everything.

2006-08-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

hello!!

happy birthday to Singapore, and Kwokie Zai!!

watched the lake house yesterday. i love it. the music is nice, the plot is nice, the acting is superb. and the chemistry between Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves was splendid. this is a romance movie, not discovery channel's time machine series, so don't treat the things inside too scientifically. heh the story was really nice, and unexpected. the way the director switch between the characters and their space was very smooth. and i love the music! (thanks to wg)

yup and went for linnette's birthday party with debbie today. linnette's so popular, as in she's got so many frens. she set up a band performance at her own house, hdb btw. i was wondering how come there were no complaint from the neighbours. well maybe ppl thought that it was some sort of national day celebration....as we were had nth much to do, we left early for dinner at ps. heh there were so many patriotic ppl wearing red colour shirts.

hmm some random photos.

impossible is nth.

took this on my way to sch. i love this picture.

took this pic on one of wg's polo Tees. it's supposed to mean "chinese language society", but somehow the characters look like "stroke society" ( stroke as in paralysis that stroke).

this makes sense. seriously.

juz thought that this is quite sweet.

whether good enough or not, it doesn't matter. what matters is the love.

2006-08-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

check this out!!! someone finally voiced up to the haircut issue in SJI!!

Haircut Issue

To Whom It May Concern:

I am writing this email to express my own opinions on the recent haircut issue. As I am using one hour of my own study time, I hope that you would spend five minutes of your time reading this argument.

Firstly I would like to highlight on the fact that SJI does not practice what they preach. Just yesterday, we all had a mass hair checkup. Unfortunately I was one of the students caught for sporting long hair. However I noticed that some students get preferential treatment. Consider the class of 435 and 426, most of the students have long hair, touching their collars, in your terms, unacceptable. Why did they get away Scot-free? Although Mr. Liew kept an eye out for people with long hair, they still managed to escape. This brings me to a conclusion that their form teachers must be very lenient or slack in layman???s terms. In another separate case, in 422, three students managed to get away with the haircut. When I asked one of them how did he get away, he just replied because they were special. This of course got me very frustrated; does this mean that SJI gives ???special??? treatment to ???special??? students? And I thought that our school was very fair in their judgements. In 421, one student even went further to escape from the haircut; he went out of school during curriculum time just to cut his hair. In doing so, he missed a total of four important periods. I also witnessed a scene when I was giving my name to Mr. Liew. Two students hid inside the toilet, as they wanted to escape from the haircut, unfortunately they were caught and were brought in front of Mr. Liew. As quoted from Mr. Liew ??? I don???t want to speak to you all now, just stand outside my office, I am going to suspend you from school.??? However, this was not the case, in fact, those students disappeared from classes the whole day and only came back during PSE period, with their cut outside of school. Back to the point, if the school cant even stop these students, why must the other quiet and respectful students suffer instead? Just because they are not rebellious and are much more behaved; does that mean that they have to suffer in silence by having a ridiculous haircut? When I mean ridiculous, I mean really short hair that does not suit their faces.

Which brings me to my second point. Hair being an identity. There is a saying that a man???s mane is his self-esteem. Ruin it and you ruin the man. This is why there are many hair growth advertisements shown all over the television. I would like to stress that our hair is very important to us. It gives people a good first impression. This does not mean clean, shaven and sloped. Some of us cannot have these sloped kind of hair as these style make us look like plucked chickens from the slaughterhouse. Each face is different; thus there should not be a standard haircut for everyone. At least if we are caught for haircuts, please give us the privilege to explain to the barber on how we should cut our hair. I am sure none of us would want to look like the China students with their cardboard-shaped hair. (Then again, it???s their identity.) That???s why I would like the school to acknowledge that our hair is important to us, taking it away is like taking a soft toy from a baby.

Thirdly, I know that most people relate long hair on men equals rebellious, no goal in life people. This is often untrue. Moreover, this is the 21st century, people???s mindsets have changed, has SJI???s? Of course I am not requesting for the school to allow us to have hair that extends 10 cm from the collar, I am just asking the school to allow us to have an acceptable haircut, not too short and not too long, allowing us to have no sloped styles. I have recently gone on a trip to Perth for a band exchange program with my CCA. There, we visited two Lasallian schools, Trinity College and Chrisholm College; both schools are like our secondary school levels. However, in both schools, I did not see any stringent hair rules being applied there. In fact, if my memory does not fail me, the student leader showing us around sported long unkempt blonde hair. This effectively cancels the ???We are Lasallian so therefore we must have short hair??? argument.

Lastly I feel that the school rules a very vague. According to the diary, on page 58:
[Hair is to be kept clean, neat and short. It is to be trimmed and tapered and should not extend beyond 1.5cm above the collar. This does not demand overly short back and sides but precludes styling which is ragged, excessive in bulk or length, overlaps the eyes and ears or touches the collar. Side-burns are not allowed. Hair cannot be tinted or permed. Modern cuts, which unduly accentuate varying hair lengths, or the shaving of parts of the scalp, are not permitted.] Only 1 figure is mentioned in the chunk of words. The rest of the lines are very general, what does the school mean by excessive bulk or length? Different people have different interpretations of bulk and length. Some may think that it is okay to leave their hair layered (where the top layers of hair are cut shorter than the layers beneath), others might think that it is unacceptable. I noticed that the majority of the people caught for haircuts are Chinese, I have never seen Malays and seldom saw Indians. What does this represent? It is true that we Chinese tend to have longer hair as or hair are usually straight, therefore it gives an impression that our hair is long. On the other hand, Malays tend to have curly hair, it gives an impression that their hair is short, only unkempt. Is this fair to the Chinese committee? SJI ???s rule of hair is very vague; it should be more flexible, not too rigid. I would like to emphasis that I am not racist, I am merely stating facts. I feel that some teachers are biased or just plain blind (pardon my rudeness). In the recent haircut, my form tutor caught my friend and me. However, our hair was not that long, in fact mine was acceptable and my friend???s was short. She constantly reminded me that my hair was thick, and I needed a haircut. Is it my fault that my hair grows faster than other people? Imagine having to go to the barber every fortnight. For you information, I am not made of gold. As the famous Mark Twain saying ???The difference between the right word and the almost-right word is the difference between the lightning and the lightning-bug???. This means that everyone is different. I would like the school to recognize this fact. I hope that you will consider these points.

I have always been the quiet reserved and non-rebelling type of student. But this time I feel that I should speak up, and confirm my student rights in SJI. Once again this essay is based on my opinions, if I have insulted anyone, I would like to apologize, but most of my points are based on facts that I have compiled. This issue is bugging me, as I could not sleep soundly last night as I was mulling over my new haircut.
Cheers
Ora Et Labora Ng Zhao Loong (19) 421

2006-08-04T21:58:00.001+08:00

相愛無夢(西關大少主題曲)

作曲: 林健華主唱:張智霖填詞: 藍奕邦

跟你抱著未等於愛上
不再抱著未等於不想
你我在這分鐘說過無緣再見
下秒鐘再湊巧碰上
＊即使一起貌合卻又神離
分隔兩地日夜掛著愁眉
在各自結新歡卻暗地拿你去比較
現有的始終偏袒你
有心愛你卻愛不到
抱緊了你卻又未想終老
再等到與對方失散以後
就會知原來誰最好愛不到至會更想愛
抱緊了你我又無心裝載我跟你也破不到
男與女之間愛情的定數＊
　
一個個活恨抱著情人一對個活有掛念誰人
到尾話要分開你我尚有惻忍
又再探聽對方新吻
Repeat＊

2006-08-03T16:51:00.000+08:00

man. if you were to ask me chose the worst day of the year till now, it'll be today for me.

if you're having a good mood now, stop reading on, cos my post is gonna spoil your day. if you're not quite happy now, stop reading too, cos i don't think my post will make you any happier.

ok well. i tried to analyse why today is so screwed. hmm i realised that there're many things special about today. i shan't list them in chronological order as it won't make sense. so let's see wad's so special about today.

--i put gel in the morning in order to hide my long hair.

--i tried out a new busline to sch, which is actually faster than the original route i have been taking(for 3 n a half years)by 10 minute.

--some unknown ppl from dno wad class joined my soccer match out of no where.

and these things i have listed are all happening for the first time in the year.

everything seems to be pissing me off today. i juz list down as much as i can remember.

--played rugby during PE, and my team totally sucked. ppl who juz finished their NAPFA retest joined my team out of no where and we juz played like shit.

--my soccer ball got ocnfiscated during chinese period sa randall was kicking it and the teacher saw it. and wad made it worst was that randall did nth about that and juz went for recess. i had to beg the teacher for the ball, in which she still didn't return me. eventually i took it back when the teacher left cos she left it in the class. lateron i asked randall whether he was gonna do anything to the ball if i didn't ask it back. he said nth. wel, no hard feelings but i juz thought that it's damn irresponsible. probably i was juz having pms or the whole day lah. so everything seem to piss me off.

--while playing soccer, there were this 2 ppl whom i don't know. and they juz stood in the middle of handball court. so i went to ask me: " are you all playing soccer?" they said ya. so i asked again : " who said you can play?" then one of the guys said: "me".....zzz. k probably again i was having pms, but i really felt like slapping their faces. but i juz left and continued with my game.

--then for the whole day everything seem to be wrong. ppl are daoing me. showing me attitude.

--after sch i wanted to continue with the soccer game, so i went to the field and saw a few ppl resting there, most probably taking a break off the soccer game. so i joined and waited for everyone to be ready. but juz when everyone were ready, and we were going to make team, brother michael walked pass and asked everyone without PE attire to get off the field. then 70% of the ppl left, and i haven't even touched the ball. SIAN AH.

--and oh, i saw Mr 156 at the busstop when i was going home. he kept staring at me. juz when i wanted to tell him i would dig out his eye balls out if he continues to stare at me, he took a bus and left....

so ya..that's about it. my bad day. hopefully everything will be alright after a little nap. byebye my patient reader. and have a nice day^.^

2006-07-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

ohoh btw, i'm planning to change my layout. tell me if u guys got any nice skins.

it's another week ahead. c'mon guys. FIGHTING!

2006-07-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday was an eventful day. had flagday in the morning cos i didn't have enough cip hours to fulfill my cca points. went down to somerset mrt to meet the badminton shortpants at about 9. after breakfast at BK, they wentto play lan, whereas i went to orchard library and study. ahh like so poor thingy right. the sec 2s were like: " you nerd ah cip go study". then i said : oh cos prelim's coming soon. leave me alone"

ya so i went to kinokunia to check out some new taiwan books before heading to orchard library. found 2 nice books and will ask my mom to help me buy from taiwan and send here. cos the price here is like 1.5 times of the price at taiwan.....yup so i managed to complete my chem chapter on alkanes+alkenes+alcohol+carboxylic acids and did an english compre.

studied till about 2 and headed straight down to the junction at paragon to do collect donations. why here? cos we have had much experience in flagday, it's the best location to collect donations there. yup so managed to fill my can about 80% full at about 5. chiong home to bath and change for clare's birthda party.

and you know smth? my impression of a "cool" house kept changing. at first i thought my primary sch's classmate kyle's house was the best i've ever seen. it's very class. then it was jov's house, which i thought that it juz looks very comfortable. then it's sam's house. with a small pool+plasma tv+xbox+ps2+4 computers+free pizzas everytime, i thought that his house would be the best i've ever seen. but i was wrong. clare n jacinta's new house is the best. it's CHAO big. i dno how to describe it. it juz totally looks like a villa at bali. with a super big pool and beautiful furniture. or nvm, when we can't describe things which are too perfect.

pics!

check out the pool!

i'm a ghost

LOVE!

uh..clare's fren,jac,clare, me,debbie,and clare's fren...

this one is nice. heh everyone looks nice.

yup so this is about it.

nv frown,cos u nv know who's in love with ur smile

Someone

Why does the world deceive

Why do I make believe

Took my heel & made Achilles out of me

Still I would wanna be

Someone who'd answer to me

Someone who sees like a child

Gives like a saint Feels like an angel

Never mind the broken wings and

Speaks like a picture

Cries like the rain

Shines like the star

As long as the fire remains

Gives like a saint　Feels like an angel

Speaks like a picture　

Cries like the rain　